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"Why do you want to do this Ademide? I thought we had a connection, everything is just fine Mide... please don't do this to me. If I f****d up in anyway, I am sorry bby,I really am... just don't do this to me,I can't live without you" Adetola was begging frantically at Mide's feet after she announced she wanted a break up...
"You don't get it Adetola,we can't be together. We both don't have our lives figured out,I can't continue like this...I need space,I want a better life for myself and I don't see one with you. Forget everything we had,we were just being childish and reckless... it's high time we get serious and plan our lives...I am sorry but that's what I want." Mide said to him
"Mide ,you can't just call off a relationship when you want to...if this is about me not being bouyant and all,we can work towards it... Mide,life without you is meaningless...I have plans for us Mide , just give me some time "
" I don't have time for all these,I said what I had to and it's final, have a good life ?" Mide said walking out on him...
Adetola knelt down and drowned himself in tears...
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My world came crashing down,I have never felt like this before...I could feel my heart breaking into pieces ? and I grew weak...I left for my apartment and buried myself into my pillow for another round of tears...I gave my whole life to Mide...I built my world around her,my whole world revolved around her. I can't lift a finger without Mide's aid and now she is gone just like that...how am I supposed to live like that...
I woke up from sleep the next day all tired and weak,it felt like I had a bad dream but I knew it wasn't...
I picked up my phone and tried to call Mide again but her phone was switched off...
I got dressed and headed to her hostel but she wasn't there as well β€οΈβ?
I couldn't concentrate at work, and the boss noticed it...
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I hugged his picture so tight and cried my life out,it was a life threatening decision I had to make. I couldn't get myself together as I had to be injected with a sedative so I could fall asleep...
I found out months ago that I was diagnosed with brain cancer...I have been going through chemotherapy and the doctor said I have a slim chance of surviving...I didn't want to see Adetola stressing about me,I just wanted to make life easy for him. I know he will find it hard at first but he will definitely move on.
I woke up to meet my mom keeping some stuff she got for me...my school has been on hold since I started my treatment
I made some shoot and fake IV to be published so it will be easier for Adetola to move on...
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