"She is..."
"Oh, God." I whisper, feeling nauseous and feeling like crying. Apparently I was crying because Derek hugged me and said. "Don't cry baby girl, it's not a big deal."
I push him away angrily and stand up. "It's not a big deal?!" I yell at him. "She is pregnant and it's not a big deal?!"
"What?" They both say in unison.
"Where the hell did you get that from?" Derek asks me.
"You-you said you had to tell me something and that only means bad news, plus you are hesitating and- oh my God." I shake my head and run my fingers through my hair. "I knew this was too good to be true."
"Baby." Derek stands up and holds my waist.
"Don't. Please." I struggle in his grasp.
"Baby girl, listen to me." He pulls my body to his. I place my hands on his bare chest and look up at him through my blurry sight.
"She is not pregnant." He says.
I furrow my brows, confused. "Then what is it?"
He sighs. "She's cheating on me."
"What-but." How could she cheat on him? I mean just look at him, he is not just good looking, he is kind, caring, attentive. He's the man every woman dreams of, so yes, I was taken aback.
"How long have you known?" I ask him.
"For two years."
"But... you stayed with her." I say. "Why?"
"Because of you." He says wiping away the tears that were on my face. "You were sixteen, so beautiful and I was attached to you. I thought about leaving and not being able to see your pretty face every morning you wake up with messy hair, not seeing your beautiful bright smile, not spending time with you and I just couldn't leave."
I felt guilty that he stayed with my cheating of a mother because of me.
"Don't feel guilty, baby girl." He says lifting my chin, locking our gaze. "I'm glad I did because look where we are now." He smiles down at me and presses our foreheads together. "I'm going to end things with her." He whispers.
My heart did a little happy dance.
"I'm going to do it tonight, I'm moving in here and we'll be happy, okay?"
"Okay."
His soft lips meet mine in a sweet loving kiss that turned passionate in seconds. He cradles my head and deepens the kiss, I stand on my tippy toes and wrap my arms around his neck.
My heart was beating fast and I felt flutters in my stomach. This is the first time I feel it, I guess this is what people call butterflies. I want to give myself to him, I want to give my heart to him, my body, my love, my everything.
There was no doubt in my mind that I loved him and dad. "Daddy." I say in between kisses.
"Hm?" He said kissing me.
"I..." Just tell him you love him. "I-I-" I look up at him. "I'm happy." I couldn't do it. It is scary, admitting I love them. Being attracted to them is easy to admit, but love?
Love is a scary thing I've never experienced before. I've seen people be happy together but as soon as the L word is said everything changes. What if I say I love them and they reject me? I'll deal with that later, not now.
"Me too, baby girl." He kisses me. "Me too."
He walks backwards without breaking the kiss and sits down making me straddle his lap. "If I'm not mistaken," He grins. "This was about to come off."
"Hmm, I think your right." I say and unbottom the shirt while they watch me intently. I unbotton the last one I slowly slip it off my shoulder and let it drop on the floor.
Derek looks me up and down then meets my eyes. "You are so sexy." He says in a husky voice.
I blush slightly and kiss his lips, his jawline, I suck on his neck leaving a love bite, I slide off the sofa and kiss his chest, his abs. Down on my knees I kiss his v-line, I look up at him l, hook my fingers on his sweatpants and slowly pull then down.
His large hard manhood slaps against his abdomen once it's free. I stare at it in amazement, I still have no idea of how that thing will fit in me. It's a monster, a beautiful monster, a fat beautiful nine and a half inch monster. Not to mention those big balls that have what I yearn for.
I lean down and lick his ball sack, he moans. I look up at him to make sure he likes it, he nods. I paint his balls with my tongue making him take deep breaths and moan from time to time. "Take one into your mouth, gently." He says.
I slowly take one into my mouth making him grunt in pleasure. "Now, tease it with your tongue." Dad said from behind Derek.
I do as I'm told and TEASE his big orb with my tongue. "Ahh, mmmh." Derek moans.
I spent a few minutes there, switching from one ball to the other, loving the taste, but I was craving for his big d**k. I run my tongue from his ball sack to the tip of his c**k, getting a taste of his precum.
I take his c**k in my mouth and he throws his head back with a moan. I bob my head up and down, loving the feeling of having his d**k stretch my mouth.
A phone rings and I keep sucking. Minutes later dad comes in. "As much as I want to stay and watch you two go at it." I stop sucking and see dad in a suit. "I have to go to the office because the moron I have for secretary forgot to tell me I have a meeting in twenty minutes."
"Aw." I complain.
"I know, princess." He says. "But I'll see you later." He gives me a kiss and tells Derek. "Make her c*m got the both of us." Winks and leaves the house.
"Come here." Derek gestures to his lap and I climb up.
We make out and I rub my p***y on his d**k. "Mmm, you're so wet."
I only moan, grinding his c**k against my c**t. "You like that?" He grabs my ads and guides my body up and down.
I nod and moan. A slap against my butt makes me gasp. "Use your words, baby girl."
"Ahh, yes daddy. I like it mmh."
"What do you like?" He asks sliding his c**k against my c**t making me shiver.
"I-Ahh, I like your c**k mmmh rubbing against my clit." I was consumed by lust.
"Soon you're going to be jumping up and down like this, but with my c**k deep inside your pussy." He says in a deep voice and eyes that mirrored mine.
"Ahh!" I moan.
"You like the thought of that, don't you baby girl?" He squeezes my ass and goes faster. "You want me to pound that tight p***y of yours. You want daddy's c**k deep inside making you squirm and cry out in pleasure?"
"Yes, daddy! Yes! Yes!"
"I will f**k you so hard you're going to forget your own name. The only name you're going to be screaming out will be mine, baby."
"Oh, f**k daddy!"
"Yes, c*m for daddy, baby girl." He said it so sexy. Holy f**k!
"Ah, yes! Daddy! Daddy, I'm cumming! Oh, yes. Oh, yeessss!"
I rest my head on Derek shoulder blade, catching my breath. "I want you."
"Hm?"
I back away and look at him in the eyes. "I want you to be my first."
He looks surprised, happy, concern, but mostly happy. "Are you sure?" He asks lovingly tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
I smile at him. "Yes, I'm sure."
"I will be honored to be your first." He kisses me. "I promise I'll be gentle."
"I know." I whisper and kiss him.
"I love you, baby girl."
My heart skipped a beat. He loves me? Well, I guess he does.. as a daughter. We've always said."I love you." So it's normal. Except for the part that when I said it back, I didn't mean it for my dad, but for my lover.
How do I bring that up? Ugh! Why does love have to be se complicated?