somethings never change
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The drive is pretty long. slowly I open my windows letting the fresh air in, breathing in it slowly slowly my mind drift back to the day that changed everything in me....June 27th....the memories are still afresh as it happened just yesterday....I was happily playing with nanna(grandma)... grandpa was busy making the barbecue...I still smell the fresh meat....our routine happy time off activity done last Saturday of every month- as nanna said cherish each second of life with dear ones as you don't know what life has in store for the next second. how true...I smile... but if I knew...I would had said to drop the plan ..to not to go...tears fill my eyes ..which i let it fall for first time in the last 11years. The happiest memories of my life were with them and worst was also with them....
*Flashback*
Nanna... lets play hide and seek ...I will count and Nanna u have to hide...to which she laughs and says
Ok darling I will hide ...start counting and i start counting closing my eyes...1..2..3...4..5...
all of a sudden a strong stringent smell hits my nose.....and i hear my grandpa roar.....
I open my eyes to see a rouge holding my nanna....and then when I open my eyes again wishing all of it be a dream.....but once I open my eyes I see my uncle Rakka ....his eyes red enough to tell me none of its a dream ...they are gone ....as I was letting it sink in..... the door to my room is pushed open ....and I see my mom Saharah (Luna of the PACK)...I run to wards her hoping to be in her embrace but once I am near a slap and the stinking pain on my left cheek made me remember I was just hoping for more..... I was on the floor as I look up all I can see was hatred dripping down from her face... Uncle Rakka rushed to my side... just as she was going to slap again ....STOP came the loud voice....my mom turned around to see her mate THE ALPHA Mirram....she runs to him sobbing ....OH! Mirram....I lost them....she is the reason.... she Killed them....she continues sobbing
uncle Rakka gets up agngrily and says.. are you out of your mind Saharah... you know thats not true...what do you think a 8 year old child can do.... u can't blame her...his voice rising with each word...
Thats enough Rakka.. I won't allow my beta to disrespect his luna....She is emotionally drained..u know how much she was close to her parents.....with these said he turn to look into my eye's.. I don't know what I saw was it all accusations as my mom said or did he actually believe me being a victim. The next day ....making my way to the kitchen ... I see my mom and her mate...talking...love she is your own daughter...why can't you accept her... you know Mirram the reason...even though you have accepted her as your own ..all I can see when I look is him...and I can never make myself love her.... I wouldnot be able to bear seeing her everyday ..each f*****g day reminding me of the pain gain and again.... Mirram you cannot allow her to stay in the pack house...
I didnot wait to hear any further .. I ran...as fast as I can ...tears falling down my eyes ....to the extent i am not able to see anything .....
*End of flashback*
The wind has already dried up the tears that were flowing.....as i look forward I see the Black Ghost-my uncles JEEP ... so someone had actually remembered that i was coming home....the stop my engine ..as i exit my coop...i was in a big hug...I smell home...i hear small sniffles and a laugh... it might be Asher- my aunt...as i am realsed from one hug I am in another embrace ...more motherly one...i wince internally...hmm motherly....She didin't come...some things never change...I told you ...stop expecting anything from her says Tara my wolf... AND I told her to forget her..we don't have a mother says her...my biggest secret---my lycan maya....yes we are three souls in one body.....
I let them pour out their words..as I move to wards the pack house along with my uncle.... to meet ALPHA Mirram..to get his approval to join back the pack....
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