9 Loïc“In my life, there’s always a falling ball. I just hope I can catch it this time around.” —Loïc Berkeley I wake with a start, yet again. Quickly sitting up, I hold my hands to my head, waiting for the dizziness to subside. Another f*****g nightmare. At least London didn’t have to witness this one. She went out with friends for Paige’s birthday last night. I opted just to sleep in my own bed due to the fact that I have five a.m. PT this morning. Nothing says good morning like an intense workout before the sun even comes up. Looking to the clock on my bedside table, the display reads 4:03. My alarm was set to go off in a few minutes anyway. I turn the alarm switch to off and make my way toward the shower, anxious to get the nightmare sweat off of my body. The constant nightmares

