Forgiven
Amber I felt like I had been asleep for weeks. The last thing I remembered was Jamar rejecting me and then passing out. My parents couldn’t stop crying. My mom was even trying to cradle me like a baby. While I appreciated the love, I wasn’t happy to see Jamar. I didn’t appreciate his temper tantrum. All he could do was keep apologizing, but my mind was made up. I would accept his rejection and move on with my life. I wasn’t going to let someone walk all over me. I just kept thinking of the future. What would happen to Jamar and I if I crossed another arbitrary line? Would he just leave again? I wasn’t going for the make up then break up then make up again game. Before Jamar and I would ever be together, he would need to deal with the issues of his past. JD looked shell shocked when I tol
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