Chapter 81. Paolo, You Seem To Have Something On Your Mind. What's Up? I can't demand others to mature when I don't do the same, "No nanny, forgive me. I've been so foolish, take everything out and toss that rag out. Change the sheets, I'll be downstairs with my nanny," I tell them, and leave the room. It's time for me to mature as well. I've already made a decision regarding the pills, Stella, and the doctors. Now I'm also making a decision regarding those pajamas, my life, and Nina… Tonight, I'll have to stay up working. I don't want to go back to my room to stare at the ceiling while watching the hours pass, but I also don't want to worry my Nanny again. I leave my room and sit in the hallway, open my computer and enter Nina's name on a webpage. But as I expected, it wasn't enough

