Ellie pov Running out of archers house like that wasn't something planned as I sit in my car trying to understand what I just did and honestly I have no clue I guess I just panicked under the pressure, he never pressured me into doing anything I didn't want to do but I guess I just wasn't ready for something like that especially when I am still wearing Tristan ring. I know I am not cheating on him but doesn't mean I don't still feel guilty for what I did. Slapping the wheel I turn the engine on and head home trying not to overthink what I just did, I know if I told archer I panicked he will understand but I just need a day or two to come to terms with my feeling. My heart is leading and my brain is like five steps behind. Right now I wish I had a bottle of anything to drink right now as

