Ellie pov
Everything is back to normal now after the anniversary of Tristan death the other day, I'm glad its out in the open and everyone knows but it doesn't mean its easier then before, I'm not holding onto his death as much, I know my heart is slowly coming to mend especially now I'm not keeping his death a secret, some how I knew if I opened up I will be able to move on, yes he will be my first true love and there be no one like him but maybe its time to let myself be happy. Thinking about being happy my thoughts go straight to the hot doctor archer, he's been by my side an awful lot lately making sure I'm ok and I know he wants a chance with me and he has told me he would wait for when I am ready, I always thought I'll never be ready to date again however the more I think about arch
