Archer pov After everything that has happened the past week I have taken some days to myself, I am unable to get my head into work and I don't want to do anything that could cost a life and my boss agreed, I have plenty of holidays available to me which works nicely I guess. I don't know where I stand with Ellie right now after I blurted my feelings to her and then left before she had the chance to say anything but she had to know whatever she chooses I would be there for her all the way, and if she decided to keep our baby ill be over the moon, not so much when I have to change diapers. Laying on the sofa I stare at the ceiling unable to do anything else, I don't want to react on my feeling and push Ellie away more she's the most important thing to me right now and the last thing I want

