Hailey I hated him. I hated everything about what I feel when I was with him. It wasn't like this in the beginning there was only so much I could do. At least then, I was holding in to something far greater, something dependable. His hatred and distrust for me. It wasn't unexpected to see that something as strong as that emotion could radiate into passion. I didn't want it. It made me uncomfortable yeti wanted every bit of it. I wanted to know what it felt like to crave him and be under his mercy. I shook the thoughts from my mind, not wanting things to be the way they were. Not only that, but I tried to snap out of my thoughts, out of my deep desire for this man. I wasn't supposed to be here, I was supposed to be with the anchor, the only guardian I have to trust to guide me into my t

