Grace
My mother-in-law once said to me, “Believe nothing you hear and only half of what you see.” Thinking about it now, that was advice I should have heeded. It’s hard to know what you don’t know, and I suppose we all have our blind spots.
I keep replaying the scene over and over in horrific detail. This is not surprising. There’s not much else to do when you"re in solitary.
In my mind, I keep seeing Elizabeth fire that gun. I see her pull the trigger. I see her brains coat the walls, me, the floor, everything. With so much time on my hands, I try to piece everything together. I try to work out exactly where and how everything went wrong.
What made her think she had no choice but to take her own life? Why did she shoot Marlon and Dr. Branson? Why had she pulled the trigger? Why hadn’t
