Jane's POV
I woke up in a bed that smelled like herbs and wood smoke, and for one confused moment I thought maybe the rejection and the visions were just a terrible nightmare. Then I tried to sit up, and pain exploded through my chest so intense that I fell back gasping, and I knew everything had been horribly real.
"Easy, you are safe," Beatrice said from somewhere to my left, and I turned my head to see her sitting in a wooden chair beside the bed with dark circles under her eyes like she had not slept in days.
"Where are we," I managed to whisper, and my voice sounded like I had been screaming for hours.
"A cabin in unclaimed territory, I found you bleeding near the standing stones and brought you here before anyone else could see," Beatrice explained, and she stood up to pour water from a clay pitcher into a cup. She held it to my lips, and I drank even though swallowing hurt.
"Matthew rejected me," I said, and saying the words out loud made them real in a way that shattered something inside me all over again.
"I know, I am so sorry," Beatrice whispered, and tears filled her eyes as she squeezed my hand.
"He chose Claire for a political alliance, he looked at me like I was nothing, he broke our bond like it meant less than garbage," I continued, and anger started burning through the pain in my chest. "How long was I unconscious?"
"Three days, you kept bleeding and I could not stop it, and I thought you were going to die," Beatrice admitted, and her voice cracked on the last word. "I was about to risk taking you to the pack healer when the bleeding finally stopped on its own yesterday morning."
Three days, I had lost three days lying here broken while Matthew probably celebrated his engagement to Claire and planned their perfect political wedding. The thought made me want to scream again, but before I could, the cabin door opened and an old woman walked in carrying a basket of strange plants I did not recognize.
The woman had silver hair pulled back in a long braid, and her eyes were the exact same shade as the woman from my visions. She looked at me with an expression that mixed relief and sadness, and then she smiled in a way that transformed her whole face.
"Hello granddaughter, I have waited eighteen years to meet you," she said.
My brain could not process those words, and I stared at her like she was speaking a foreign language. Beatrice squeezed my hand again, and when I looked at her in confusion, she took a deep breath and spoke words that changed everything.
"Jane, this is Judith Moonstone, and she is your grandmother," Beatrice said gently. "I am not actually an omega servant, I am a witch who was sent to watch over you and keep you safe until your powers awakened. Everything you thought you knew about yourself is wrong."
I should have argued, should have insisted they were crazy, but the visions from the standing stones were still fresh in my mind. The woman I had seen dying in the forest had these same silver eyes, and suddenly I knew with absolute certainty that everything they were saying was true.
"My mother was Lydia Moonstone," I said slowly, and Judith's eyes filled with tears that spilled down her weathered cheeks.
"Yes, she was the Lycan Queen and the most powerful wolf our world had seen in a thousand years," Judith confirmed as she moved closer to sit on the edge of my bed. "She was murdered by a coalition of Alphas who feared her power, including Matthew Shepherd's grandfather."
The new information hit me like another physical blow, and I could not breathe for a moment. Matthew's family had helped kill my mother, which meant our mate bond was tangled up in blood and betrayal that went back generations. The Moon Goddess had a twisted sense of humor pairing me with the grandson of one of my mother's murderers.
"Robert is not my father," I continued, working through the revelations one painful piece at a time.
"No, Robert was your mother's Beta and he loved her desperately, but she was already mated to your father, who was a Shepherd wolf," Judith explained, and each word felt like stepping on broken glass. "When Lydia was murdered, Robert stole you and ran because he knew the same wolves would come for you next. He suppressed your Lycan nature with magic and raised you as an omega to keep you hidden, and he did it because he truly wanted to protect you."
"By letting me be treated like garbage for eighteen years, by letting Claire and the others bully me and make me feel worthless," I said bitterly, and the anger in my chest grew hotter and sharper.
"His methods were flawed, but his intentions were good," Judith said softly, but I could hear the criticism underneath her diplomatic words. "Regardless, the suppression spells he used are broken now, and your true nature is awakening."
As if her words triggered something, pain suddenly flared through my entire body, different from the rejection agony but just as intense. My bones felt like they were breaking and reforming, my muscles burned like they were on fire, and I screamed as power surged through my veins like lightning.
"The transformation has begun, you must survive it or everything your mother died for will be lost," Judith said urgently, and she grabbed my hand with surprising strength. "Fight through the pain, Jane, let your Lycan blood remake you into what you were always meant to be."
The pain lasted for hours that felt like years, and I lost consciousness twice before finally my body stopped trying to tear itself apart. When I could think again, when I could see again, everything looked different. Colors were brighter, sounds were clearer, and I could smell things I had never noticed before like the age of the wood in the cabin walls and the particular herbs Judith had used in her basket.
I sat up easily despite the lingering soreness, and I looked down at my arms to see silver markings glowing faintly under my skin like moonlight trapped beneath the surface. My hands looked the same but felt different, stronger and more capable, and when I clenched them into fists I felt power responding to my will.
"What am I," I whispered.
"You are Lycan, the true Alpha of Alphas, the Queen of our kind," Judith answered with fierce pride lighting up her face. "Your mother's bloodline grants you powers that far exceed any normal werewolf, and now that you have awakened, you can command any wolf regardless of their rank. You are faster, stronger, and nearly impossible to kill, and your connection to the moon gives you access to magic that has been lost for generations."
I thought about Matthew, about his casual rejection and his assumption that I was just a weak omega who would fade away. A smile curved my lips that had nothing to do with happiness and everything to do with the rage still burning in my chest.
"Good," I said quietly. "Because I am going to make him regret ever laying eyes on me.”