Jane's POV
Judith took me to the Moonstone Sanctuary the next morning, and the journey involved hiking through mountain paths I did not know existed and passing through magical barriers that made my skin tingle. When we finally emerged into a hidden valley, I saw a fortress carved into the mountain itself with silver veins running through the stone that caught the sunlight and threw it back in rainbow patterns.
"This was your mother's home, and now it is yours," Judith said as we walked through gates that opened at her approach.
Inside the fortress, I met the other survivors of the Lycan m******e, twelve wolves who had been children when the attack happened and who now served as Judith's guards and scholars. They all bowed when they saw me, calling me Queen in voices that mixed hope and fear, and I wanted to tell them I was just Jane, just a broken omega who still hurt from rejection, but the words stuck in my throat.
The training started immediately because Judith said we had no time to waste, and she was a brutal teacher who showed no mercy for my inexperience or my lingering pain. She taught me to shift into my Lycan form, which was twice the size of a normal wolf with silver fur and eyes that glowed like moonlight. She taught me to channel moon magic through my hands and create shields of pure power that could block any attack, and she taught me combat techniques that had been passed down through Lycan Queens for thousands of years.
Every night I collapsed into bed covered in bruises and cuts that healed by morning, and every morning I woke up stronger than the day before. The silver markings on my skin grew more defined with each passing week, creating intricate patterns that Judith said were unique to my bloodline, and sometimes when I looked in the mirror I did not recognize the powerful woman staring back at me.
But no matter how strong my body became, the rejection wound in my chest refused to heal completely, and I could still feel the damaged mate bond pulling me toward Matthew like a fishhook buried in my heart. Judith explained that true mate bonds could never be fully severed, only damaged, and the connection would cause us both pain until we either completed the bond or one of us died.
"Good, I hope it hurts him every single day," I said viciously during one of our training sessions, and Judith looked at me with something like pity in her ancient eyes.
"Hatred will consume you if you let it, and your mother would want more for you than a life built on revenge," she said gently.
"My mother is dead because wolves like Matthew's grandfather feared her power, so forgive me if I do not care what she would want," I snapped back, and I threw myself into the next combat drill with enough force to c***k the training dummy in half.
Three months into my training, one of Judith's scouts returned with news that made my blood run cold. Matthew and Claire's wedding was being planned for the Winter Solstice, and the ceremony would magically bind their packs together and make Claire his chosen Luna even though she was not his fated mate.
I crushed the wooden railing I had been holding, and splinters rained down around my feet as rage exploded through my control. The thought of Matthew completing a mate bond with Claire, even an artificial one, made me want to burn the entire world down.
"There is more you need to know," Judith said carefully, and she gestured for the scout to leave us alone before continuing. "Claire's mother Patricia has been working with a dark witch to manipulate fate and steal other women's mates, and she discovered your bond with Matthew before the Spring Equinox."
"How,"? I demanded.
"We are still investigating, but it appears Claire had spies watching Matthew, and they reported that he came back from a border patrol smelling like omega and acting distracted," Judith explained. "Patricia traced your scent and realized you were Matthew's fated mate, so she arranged for Claire to be ready to claim him the moment he rejected you."
The manipulation went even deeper than I had realized, and the knowledge that Claire and Patricia had orchestrated my public humiliation made the rage in my chest burn hotter and brighter. But underneath the anger was a question I could not quite silence, a small voice asking what would have happened if Claire had not interfered, if Matthew had met me without knowing I was an omega, if the mate bond had been allowed to develop naturally.
Would he still have rejected me, or was there a version of this story where Matthew chose our bond over political gain?
"It does not matter," I said out loud, trying to convince myself. "He still made the choice to reject me, he still looked at me like I was worthless, and nothing can change that."
"Perhaps," Judith agreed, but she watched me with knowing eyes that suggested she heard the doubt beneath my certainty.
The final piece of truth came two weeks later when Judith sat me down and showed me ancient records that detailed my family history. My father, I learned, had been a Shepherd wolf named Benjamin who fell in love with my mother despite their different natures, and their union had been controversial but accepted because true mates were sacred.
"Matthew is your distant cousin through your father's bloodline," Judith explained, and she showed me the family trees that proved the connection. "The mate bond between you is unusually strong because it is trying to reunite what was torn apart when your mother's line was nearly destroyed."
I stared at the documents spread across the table, and something clicked into place in my mind. The Shepherd Pack had helped murder my mother, but my father had been one of them, which meant part of me came from the same bloodline as my mother's killers. The irony was not lost on me, and I laughed bitterly at the twisted logic.
"The Moon Goddess must be laughing," I muttered.
"Or she is trying to heal old wounds," Judith suggested quietly.
I decided that night that I would return to the pack lands, not for revenge but to reclaim what was mine by birthright. I was the Lycan Queen, and every Alpha owed me allegiance whether they wanted to give it or not. I would take my place at the head of our world, and I would make them all see that the weak omega they dismissed had been a sleeping dragon all along.
But first, I needed to see Matthew again, needed to look him in the eyes and make him understand exactly what he had thrown away.