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What Was I Thinking

Sierra: I slam the door pissed, what made him think it was okay to kiss me even if it was the best kiss I ever had not that I had much to go on but then to throw it up in my face. I go back to room thinking today didn't go quite as I planned I should rethink this whole plan. Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling I come to the conclusion that I don't t really know what I'm doing or why. He tried to talk to me and I brushed him off then he insulted me without out knowing me so I decided to use his dad against him and now he kissed me because he was pissed thinking I was with his dad. Because that is what I wanted him to believe so why am I the one who is mad he was reacting to my actions. I toss and turn all night trying to decide what I want to do next should I just act like nothing happened or talk to him let him now what he's thinking is wrong. Looking at my phone I see that its already 4a.m good thing its Sunday I can sleep in, I get up gather my things I decided a warm shower may calm me and allow me to sleep. Afterwards I'm totally relaxed not worried about anything it's not like I can do anything about it right now so why worry? I put on my sleeping pants and a tank top climb in bed pull the covers over me and fall right to sleep. What feels like a few minutes later I'm woken up by banging on the door who the hell is up this of morning I thought as I stumbled out of bed nearly tripping over the cover twisted around my legs. I stretch on my tippy toes and look out the peep hole seeing Tabitha opening the door I say " something better be on fire if you waking me up so early" she laughs " girl you look rough and its 9am we're suppose to go shopping today." Ugh I completely forgot " Give me a minute and I will be ready but I need coffee lots of coffee."   Thirty minutes later were walking out the door.  Walking in I'm greeted with the smell of coffee and pastries looking around its just a small dinner the seats are a little worn the decor is a little dated but its clean and the food is the best. We walk to an empty booth in the back  seating our self making small talk while waiting for the waitress. After a few the waitress comes over takes our drink order she starts to hand us a menu which we decline we're there enough to know the menu we just order a few pastries to nibble on while drinking our coffee. As she's walking away I hear the bell over the door so I look up and see Parker looking straight at me with a smirk on his face. I look away looking back at Tabitha  realizing she had been rambling on about something or another and I'd missed the whole story. I really just want to get out of there but the waitress had yet to bring our food so I did the next best thing escaped to the restroom. Beings I was already there I peed then was in  the middle of washing my hands when the door came open and in walked Parker. " What are doing in here?" "why are you hiding in here?" Okay so I'm more obvious than I thought " I'm not hiding I had to use the restroom and you need to leave" He walked toward me until he was standing so close I could feel his breath next to my ear in a low breathy voice he whispered " I think your lying I think you are hiding I also think its because after I left last night you laid in bed thinking about me and how my lips felt on yours. You imagined what those lips would feel like all over your body did you touch yourself to me as well?" I let out a little sigh I may not have imagined him with me last night but I was now " you repulse me why would I want any part of you on me back off so I can leave," My words just made him smile " I don't believe you but just in case you were curious I don't make a habit of chasing after my dad's leftovers." His words pissed me off but I did this to myself laying awake all night and it took this moment to decide walking away was the easier answer.