Confused
637 Words
Parker:
I thought confronting her one more time before I walked away would make me feel better but in reality I feel like s**t. I get my to go order and head for the door when she comes out she had her head high and a straight face like a few minutes ago never happened she walked passed me like I wasn't even there. I watch as she takes her seat starts eating, her friend says something and she starts laughing, something she's never done with me. Walking out the door I felt defeated. The rest of the weekend I spend hanging out in my room ignoring phone calls and messages not wanting to go out. Monday rolls around and knowing I will have to see her I wait until the last minute to walk into class I don't look around the room I go straight to my seat. On my way over I get stopped by a few people asking where I've been wanting to know why I didn't respond I just shrugged said I had s**t to deal with. Half way through I allowed myself one glance around just to see if she was even here today but I didn't see her my mind starts to wonder is she sick or did something happen after that I payed little attention trying to figure out how I could find out without asking. Class ends and I was the first one up and out the door to be greeted with a reminder of why I shouldn't be obsessing over her, about half way down the hall I see her and my dad talking it would seem like a friendly conversation if I didn't know them. I turn to head the other way when she smiles and then hugs him that is when she notices me watching them and her smile fades and her eyes lose the joy that was there not a second again. She pulls back says something else and walks away, I head out before my dad could turn around I would have to see him soon and it would be better if I had my thoughts together before I did. I make it to the office five minutes early I decided if I could just avoid him today I would be okay but we all know that's not what happened. He was outside his door flirting with his assistant per usual she nice to look at but compared to Sierra she was plan so why was my father flirting with her if he had Sierra. I watch for a minute before making my presents known holding my tough was never a problem when it came to my father and his antics but this time I couldn't close my mouth fast enough " I never thought I would see the day when I was jealous and disgusted with you at the same time." He looked at me puzzled for a second " first off I don't know why you think you can talk to me in that tone and second you might want to explain your comment. " You were just with a women not three hours ago and you are already moving on to another or was that why she was smiling because you let her go. So now you have to find a replacement." He looked confused " What are you talking about I wasn't with a woman or at least not like that but either way how is that your business?" " You f*****g my classmates makes it my bussiness. I just hope she doesn't come crying to me when you cut the purse strings." " I don't know what you think you know but I'm not f*****g your classmates and if I was it still wouldn't be your business." Now I'm the one whose confused.
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