Ethan Since the night Mia left me, I'd been a changed man. I had given up hard liquor, worked on my temper, and started exercising regularly. Unfortunately, none of that s**t had helped me win back the love of my life. I had been so f*****g devastated after I read that letter. I had f****d up big time. My baby doll didn't love me anymore. If it hadn't been for my family, I'm not sure I would have made it the last few months. Stefano had come to stay with me a week after Mia left. He had been sad she was gone and made me promise to get her back. We'd tried to get over our broken hearts by doing man things like fishing and football. We had had what my mom called 'testosterone weekends' with Ian, Jeff, and Wyatt. They all had women to go back home to, but Stefano and I didn't. I missed my

