Loving me

Nightmare again........ And hope

As I toss and turn around on the most comfortable bed I sigh in contentment and smile to myself. After that tragic night this is the first time I have felt like my old self again. I thank Risandh for that. Thinking about him makes a blush form on my face which is a little disconcerting as I don't blush easily. Then with a smile and a lot of hope and joy for tomorrow I fell asleep without me noticing.

(NIGHTMARE)

As I run away from the person chasing me I kept on seeing on my back and continously running in the deep forest without any direction and a great panic. Then out f nowhere i struck my legs in the root of a banyan tree and fell face first onto the moss below me. I feel around with my hands to find purchase to get up and run again as it is too dark for me to see anything in front of me. Then suddenly I feel someone behind me as I am about to turn that person cups my mouth with his hands and starts to drag me towards something I can't see clearly the I feel myself free falling from a cliff then everything is blank. ( NIGHTMARE ENDS)

I wake up with a scream and sweat pouring out of me. Then I hear someone pounding at my bedroom door. The person is telling to me to open the door but in my muddled state I couldn't then I listened carefully and recognise the voice as Risandh. With that assurance I flung my bed covers from me aside and flung open the bedroom door. I see that Risandh is a little dishelved and his face showed his worry for me. Seeing that I flung myself at him and hugged him tightly as if my life depended on him.

He lifted me up in his arms and came inside the bedroom and shut the door. Then he sat himself with me still clinging to him like a monkey on him. Then he adjusted us both with him sitting on the bed and me curled up in his lap.

Murmuring words of assurances to me he tried to calm me down . After I stopped shaking and clinging to him he set me down on the bed and made me comfortable on the bed. Covering me with a comforter which I thrown away from me he tries to leave but i hold his hand and plead him to stay with me. It looks like he is going to refuse which made me whimper so with small sigh he joins me on the bed but he settles himself on top of the comforter. I move a little closer to him and place my hand on top of his chest and close my eyes to sleep.

ONE WORD....... BEST SLEEP EVER.