Loving me

Worse than worst....... My life part-1

FLASHBACK

As Sri checked me out of the hotel and driving me towards my home she kept glancing at me and giving me worried looks throughout the journey. I don't know what to say to her or do for myself, so I kept quite until we reached my home. She tried to talk to me but I couldn't bear it so I hurriedly walk up to my room luckily my parents are not in the hall. I shouted to them I came home as calmly as I could and closed the door to my room. I fell down against the door and brought my knees to myself and lay there on the floor of my room in the foetal position for a while I think. After sometime crying and staring endlessly I makeup my mind that I need to be strong. So I determinedly cleared my eyes of remaining tears and walked into my bathroom and stripped my clothes took a cleansing shower. After completing my shower I looked myself in the mirror and sworn to myself that I am strong and won't let what happened to me to deter me from my happiness. So after a lot of self talk I courageously gave myself a smile in the mirror and left the room a lot cheerful than I entered it.

I got down to the kitchen where my mom was cutting vegetables and dad is cooking I smiled a little seeing that as mom is really a bad cook. So we completed our breakfast. After that I asked them to sit on the couch in the hall and then I explained to them what happened to me to my parents in the previous night. As I sat there fighting tears my mom and came to me and hugged me tightly and said "you're our princess but right now you look like a great warrior to us. We are proud of you my girl. You're strong enough to get through this rough time. We're with you " they said in unison which made me burst into tears then they calmed me down and then I got ready to go to collage.

As I entered college grounds everyone is looking at me and pointing fingers at me and talking to each other in hushed tones. I shrugged it off and went to my locker and continued to stuff my books in the locker and closed it. After closing I noticed all the students are looking at the notice board that's when I see pictures of me in bed with someone whose face is blurred in every picture and even a poster of me kissing the same guy in the hallways. All are looking at me and calling me names. Not knowing what to do I went to Dean's office and explained to her what happened to me. She's sympathetic to my situation and arranged for me to write all my exams today only. So I wrote all my final exams and submitted them to her and went to go home. As I came out of the dean's office there's a projector being played which is of me and another guy same one from the pictures having s*x. We're pretty much intoxicated as it can be seen on the screen but I'm totally humiliated as all are seeing me naked and doing something that is sacred between the couple for whole world to see. Tears blurred my vision and I hurriedly went home.