Loving me

Worse than worst...... My life : Part - 2

FLASHBACK CONTINUES:

As I came running home I composed myself a little and entered home luckily my parents haven't returned from their work so I go to my room. I fall on my bed and cry myself to sleep thinking its a really cruel world. When I woke up its 3 in the morning so I try to sleep again but I can't so I get myself up and make myself some coffee to feel better. After making coffee I sat on the couch. Slowly I wake myself again to see that I fell asleep on the couch so I situp and look around.

I notice that house is empty which is strange as my parents should be awake by now as it is 6:30 AM. So I look In their room but it looks unused which makes me feel a little foreboding but shook it off and try to call them which directly goes to voicemail which really unusual for them. I start to panic. I'm pacing around the hall for a half hour. So when the door bell rings I think that it's my parents so eagerly go to open the door not even thinking that my parents will enter the house without knocking. As I open I see that it's a police officer which causes me dread whatever news he's bringing me. I ask him with a shaky and stammering voice "of.... Officer is every..... everything alright" the officer shakes his and to me to get inside. He and his partner enters after me and after everyone sat down he says something that shatters me. Officer says "my parents had seen the video so they took leave from the office together as they wanted to be there for me. They met with an accident on the way to my college" it takes all my strength to say "did they suffer?" to which they replied negetively. I'm numb. Then I ask them to leave me alone to which they reluctantly do so. After they left I locked the door and started crying its gut wrenching sobs that shook my cried. I cried for my parents, for my life, for my future and everything. After crying my heart out I numbly sat there aimlessly with unseeing eyes.

After I don't remember much I saw Sri trying to talk to me then sitting numbly trough my parents funeral and finally as they were readied to be buried I again burst into gut wrenching sobs saying they can't leave again and again.....

After that I fainted. I woke up in the hospital with so much pain in my heart which is unbearable. Then as I shattered to pieces, I left the hospital and sold all my parents possessions and properties and put the money in my account and left the town I grew up in and the people who betrayed me in a worst possible way owing to myself not to feel a single thing again........FLASHBACK END.

I woke from my thoughts as someone moving me awake. As I look around myself I see Iam in a parking lot with my boss shaking me awake from my thoughts.