Loving me

Lunch date.......?

As I woke up from my thoughts Iam awakened to see my concerned boss face looming over me. Then he gently brought his hand and brushed my tears away from my face. I don't know what happened to me but next thing I know Iam crying my eyes out by hugging my boss as if my life depended on him holding me, as if as long as I'm in his arms no one can harm me. As I continued to cry he was holding me like a baby in his protective arms and while whispering sweet nothings into my ears. After a while my sobs are subsided into small hiccups.

After five minutes I composed myself and gently removed myself from my boss. Surprisingly he seemed a little reluctant to leave me but eventually we both are sitting awkwardly in our respective seats in the car. After another pregnant pause I looked at him after inhaling deeply I apologised to him and explained to him that I'm just overwhelmed from my thoughts and his compassion towards me made me cry. I also thanked him for comforting me. After my words we both sat in silence for a while but it is not awkward but serene. Then he said we should get our lunch. Which made me laugh to which he looked at me in question and I said "it's supposed to be a treat but it turned into a cry fest" he gave me a warm smile for that.

Then nodding to each other we entered the restaurant, it is in romantic setting. I raised my questioning eyes to him and he said that it's the only one who cartered exclusively in Italian food in the area. So we have a pleasant lunch but it almost seemed like a date as we only talked about ourselves to each other.

After finishing our meal we entered the car to reach our office. On the way he asked me why I was crying before in the car to which I said I was reminiscing my darkest memories which made me cry unaware of myself. But it doesn't surprise me as its the toughest time of my life. After that the ride to the office is silent.

After reaching our cubicle Risandh explained to me create a ideas for prototype for our next launch. So that afternoon I spent searching for ideas. At the end of the day I didn't get any conclusion but I have ideas that maybe helpful. As the time for departure arrived I closed my files and went home for much needed rest as it is my most eventual day in a long time.