Amazing is not what my summer
was. I had to see my dad everyday.
And during my free time I went bird
hunting with Tyler. Bird hunting
wasn’t all that fun. I had to endure
Tyler lecture about his relationship.
No wonder why Madison prefers
BTS to him.
Now summer is over, and I have to get back to school.
To my fans.
To Jacob.
To Lucas.
* * *
“It’s a new semester” Madison said
shouting.
I moved away from Madison. I
smiled
“don’t spoil my eardrums”
Madison let out a laugh. One thing
that attracted me to Madison was
the fact that she does whatever she
want. And no one can stop her. She
was rich and smart.
“ so how was your summer?”
Madison asked euphoric . I
guess she was expecting to hear I
went to Italy or France
“ what else , stressful” I said with a
frown on my face.
Madison sighed, a sighed of-meto,I guess I’m not the only one who
had a bad summer
“not only you.I spent my all summer
watching my dad picking suitable
suitors for me” then she chuckled.
“ I can’t wait to see the look on his
face when I bring Tyler home,he will
be so disappointed”
I stared at Madison. I hesitates
“ do you really love Tyler?” I asked.
This time I cared.
During the summer I’ve come to
like Tyler- not love- just like-as a
friend. He was always making me
laugh even though he is going
through hell. He insult Lawrence.
For me. And with me
“ I don’t know” Madison said looking
uncertain.
“I really like him, he’s nice, funny
and cute. But I don’t know about
love”
I smiled
“ maybe if you don’t push him away,
you will get the answer to that” I
said sharply.
Madison stared at me and smiled.
“ I guess you are right, I don’t
know…”
Tyler placed his hands around
Madison waist ,cutting off our
conversation.
“what’s popping?” Tyler asked
smiling
I was glad he was smiling.
“nothing much. I was just thinking of
a way to get rid of you” Madison
said whimsically.
He let out a loud laugh then he
faced me
“ I hope that Mf psycho is not
disturbing you”
I smiled . Mf psycho is the nickname Tyler gave to Lawrence.
It means mother fucking
psychopath.
Madison stared at Tyler. She was
confused. But none of us were
planning to tell her our little secret.
“ he’s always gonna be a
disturbance to me. No matter what.
But don’t worry, everything is going
to be settled”
Lawrence existence alone is a
disturbance.
Tyler smiled widely then he looked
at Madison
“did you hear the news?” he asked
feeling exuberant.
He acted like he was going to tell us he won a lottery . but it’s Tyler.
So I’m not expecting a I- won- a -
lottery- news
“What news” Madison asked, half
interested
Tyler smiled
“ apparently ,Helen’s pregnant”
Madison widened her eyes in
surprise
“What?”
I knew this already ,so it didn’t
move me.
“so?” I asked,I wanted to know
how much Tyler knew
“ she claimed she was r***d”
Tyler said.
" by who?” Madison asked, getting
more interested.
“I don’t know. Some said Lucas.
Some Ola. Some jacob .”
Madison laughed,so hard-so
weird
“ why would influential people like
Lucas and Jacob get a girl like her
pregnant? she’s definitely trying to
put the pregnancy on them” she
scoff “ this sounds like a complete
set up. Helen is a p********e, so it’s
hard to believe her”
Tyler kept quiet for a moment,he
let out a long sigh
“ but what if what she is saying is actually true.
“that one of the most influential in
this school r***d her. When there
are better girls out there” Madison
chuckled a little “ she’s lying, and
it’s obvious”
Madison faced me
“what do you think of this?”
I found it interesting , but I didn’t
want to say that
“ I don’t have time to think about
irrelevant people”I said harshly
Madison laughed
“ you are so mean”
I am. But she’s way worse. I
laugh at peoples pain both in their
front and back. While she laughs at
their back. Destroying their name.
“ well Helen was expelled” Tyler
said , finishing his gist.
Madison wasn’t interested any
longer
“let’s just go” she said facing
Tyler.
Tyler faced me and smiled
“ bye” he said warmly
I smiled back and watched the
two of them leave. What was
making me smile wasn’t them. It
was Jacob.
“ Finally Jacob. You are dancing
to my tune” I smiled widely. And darkly.
I was on my way to the library ,
when I bumped into Lucas.
“ oh, I’m sorry” I said in a tone that
wasn’t apologetic. I never apologize
to Lucas genuinely. Even if I was
wrong. And he knows this.
I was conscious of the fact that he
was staring at me. I stared at him.
“ next time watch where you are
going” he hesitates
“ or you might fall” he said with a
cold expression on his face.
I scoffed
“ I’m sure you will catch me if I fall” I
said . Half smiling.
He smirked. Then chuckled.
He was finding this funny. My
heart was racing double than
normal. I still like him-I think.
“ what if I don’t?” he said in a
daring tone. His eyes moved pass
me to my right hand. He frowned.
I looked at my right hand , nothing
was there.
“ are you okay?”
He didn’t answer me. He mumbled
something and walked out. I inhaled
deeply. Then slowly- I exhaled. No
matter how hard I try to hide it, I’m
sure my face was screaming, I’M f*****g- ANGRY.
I thought I knew him, but not anymore. He was getting distanttoo distant.