•Night of the opening.•
Chan: Aren't going to ready my princess! And please wear one of the dresses I brought you and so you know Sasha picked them out.
Okay.
I said as I got up and went upstairs to get ready, I don't normally do these things but this time around I felt the need to put on a little make-up, I feel really good in this dress I like it, even more, knowing that only she knows my style so well and it fits perfectly I went down, there he was in a Racing Green | Blue Heritage Checked Suit Jacket with a red tie waiting for me, is he trying to match clothing with me, because I am wearing a Red Wine Evening Gown With Side Split!
Oh God! He is just hot as him wearing casual outfit as well.
Chan: Well, the damn princess. He said taking me out of my thoughts.
Chan: You look stunning not that you don't always look beautiful. But tonight you went a little overboard don't you think?
I just smile and walk up to him standing few feet away from the door and fix his tie which was not set properly! He smiles watching me!
Chan: Like a true wife making sure her is well put together, I love it.
You would better stop it. I said with a serious face.
Chan: Okay, okay.
He said with a smile on his face, he walks over the and opens it!
Chan: After you my princess.
It took an hour and a half to arrive we entered the parking lot, I didn't notice until we're at the entrance of the 5th floor.
This was my workplace. I never knew there was a parking lot here. What else don't I know? I said to myself as I thought about it!
Chan: The building is now mine, keep it in mind princess.
Wait. What? This is the building you brought?
Chan: Yes princess, do you like?
I work here. I said and he stops and looks at me with a smile on his face. I'm being serious. I added.
Chan: Sorry princess, I didn't know but fewer important staff will keep their jobs, and I happen to know you're one of them.
I stop him. I can't be dating my boss. I said and he smiled. "So we're dating?" He asked and I rolled my eyes at him. Then he said. "Princess what's mine is your, you won't just be a worker anymore, so let it go and let's enjoy ourselves, okay?"
I force a smile and follow him closely. We enter the room and everyone stop what they were paying attention to and started staring at us as they talk.
They are looking you I guess they expect to see you alone. I said to him in whisper trying to make myself obvious.
"No princess they're looking at us the couple of the night."
Was that supposed to make me less nervous? I smiled and I heard! "Wow." Among the crowd, another male voice from the crowd said. "She's gorgeous." Another: asks. "Who is she?" Yet another ask. "Is she single?" He frown and grabs hold of my hand. Is he jealous? I question myself with a smile.
We walked inside with Chan holding my hand of course, I saw Sasha and Noah so I walked up to them and Sasha ask: “Where's Sheila? You said guys were supposed to be dating.” Chan says. "You're looking at her, isn't she gorgeous?" Sasha looks me up and down and replied. “I must admit brother she looks different! I didn't recognize her oh my god, and she fits perfectly in this dress.” She looks at me and smile.
I'm right you know, and I can hear you. I said looking at them and they all respose. "‘Yes we know.’”
I couldn't help but laugh a little. I didn't socialize myself with anyone except for Sasha, Noah, and Chan. But Chan spends must of his time talking to other people. It's over finally and after a lot more greetings, introduction, and goodbyes. It was time to go home and so we said our goodbyes and went home, I feel a bit tired, but I refuse to sleep until we got home, the car ride was silent all the way home after we got home we didn't speak to each other either. I'm no longer feeling sleepy I took a shower and put one of my t-shirts on and went to bed it took half an hour to fall asleep.
•
I woke up 1:15 am.
I know Chan would already be asleep. But If only I had known he wasn't. I was feeling thirsty and decide to go downstairs to drink some water from the kitchen and let's not forget how I went to bed in only a men's t-shirt. It was a bit dark downstairs so I went straight to the kitchen sink, moreover, I couldn't have known he was down there. After I almost reached half my second glass of water I felt something. Scared the hell of of me for a second but let me correct myself.
I felt someone behind me and I stepped a little closer to the kitchen sink counter making space between us but he closed the gap between us by moving closer to me, I could feel his warm breath on the back of my neck. My heart start to speed up I swear he can hear every beat within every second! I'm done for. I thought to myself and I'm only wearing a god damn t-shirt.
"So this is how my princess goes to bed huh? A t-shirt and what else hmmm should I check princess? What's else is under this t-shirt?" He leans on me and put his lips on my ears saying.
I start breathing heavier, I couldn't even get a word out of my mouth, I was talking but there was no sound and then it finally came out! N- No you....you can't. I said and he asks. "And why not?"
before I could answer his hand was there. I breathe in like I was losing breath. I felt his warm hand! It was on my naked parts. "Oh my god, princess, I'm speechless if I didn't know better I would say you did this just to tease me." My heart beat was going overboard. It speeds up even faster than before, it's too late even though I try to say stop but I couldn't.
My body wasn't my own anymore, but when I did get to say stop he then braces up on me. He makes me spread my legs when he uses his fingers to part me to get to do his comfortable doing. "Oh, I can't stop now, it's all wet down there."
{Sheila: Wee...should...st-op...st-op.
Chan: I can't understand you.
Sheila: I...st-op...puh-le-ase...st-op
Chan: Still, can't understand what you're saying
Sheila: Please
Chan: Please what...??
Sheila: St-op...i...wa-n't...y-o-u...to...st-op
Chan: Question.
Sheila: Hmmm?
Chan: Do you want me to stop?
Sheila: shakes head. ↑yes↓
Chan: I can't hear you!
Sheila: Ye...yes.
Chan: Yes, what?
Sheila: Stop.
Chan: Are you sure?
Sheila: Yes...
he fixed his finger inside me and I grip onto the glass tighter)
Chan: Are you sure?… You want me to stop?
Sheila: Shake head. ↑yes↓
He pulls out his finger, I feel like I could breathe fre
Chan: Do you want me to stop?
Sheila: Yes.
Chan: Do you?
He whispered as he drive inside and deeper.
Sheila: No.!!}
"Then let me fulfill your body desire" He said to me. "Let me give you, what body needs." He added whispered in my ear. It was as if he could read my body reaction. A little moan escapes from my mouth when he enters another finger in me. Even though I didn't want to I could help myself, for that I needed more I no longer want him to stop I wanted him to take me right here in this kitchen. I haven't had s*x in about 3years are more and I don't know but I never knew just how in need my body was, and for a man's touch.
I knew now just how much, I needed to get laid and it didn't take more than a minute before I explode all over his hand. "Would you look at that, how long has it been? Princess." He asked I moaned as he removed his fingers slowly. Ah! About three years or more why? I asked him and he removed from me and left me standing there with my messy self to reflect what the hell just took place.
I didn't even realize he had left until I turned around and he wasn't there. I thought to myself was it something I said or did that made him left? I felt used even though I love what happens to me what just now. His moment reply in my head and I felt myself throbbing back and forth like my heart beat. This is why I don't let people in especially men, now look at what happened! I went back to my bedroom with my mess, it was now my mess I lay down on my back I wanting more of his touch.
He makes me greedy, I need it more than I ever needed something. he did this to me, he makes me want him, desire him, crave for his touch, just the thought of it makes me feel anxious. Why is he doing this to me? I want to go and ask him but change my mind in second? Who does that? And now he's making me impatient. I sat up. If I ask you to take me, would you?no asked myself thinking now I'm losing it. I am talking to walls. This is not fair. It's unacceptable.
Why are you messing with my head, I lay down and rub my legs together feeling my mess on me, he just messed up my thoughts and played with my body leaving me halfway through then left me all alone in it. why. why. why. why did you do it? Why did you start it if you weren't going to finish it?
Fallen asleep.
I woke up at 7 am this morning. I got up to face the new boss. I now have an almost slept with! Aren't I crazy? Oh my god, what's wrong with me? Why can't I find one who would just stay for good I left without eating breakfast are bother to check if he there or not!
I reached work sometime later I saw both Korean and Chinese people both man and woman in the seat of my colleagues who are fired. I walk to my desk where I saw my favorite red roses on my desk with a note.
One of my colleagues walks up to me and said. “Looks like someone has a boy toy. finally, you got yourself a man.” Yeah I guess so. I said and she walks off heading towards Amanda's office. I pick up the note "I am sorry princess, I shouldn't have done am" Yes your right, you shouldn't have started something you wouldn't have finished.
I said out loud cutting off the note sentence after realising it was him. "Oh is that so?" Said a voice behind me which made me jump a little. "That I wasn't expecting and here I was thinking I should be a gentleman about this but you just said. Princess, should I finish what I started last night, tonight?"
I quietly said. There's no need for that, and please don't make my workplace uneasy for me, okay.? "Okay." He saidwalk off. I then heard. "Ms Jackson, my office now." Okay, I may be I sort a asked for that! I said to myself. Yes sir. I answered and I went to his office after I putting the note inside my pocket.
I then noticed that the glass was closed off from downstairs where my desk and my colleagues are, so they can't see through the glass window anymore. I entered and asked. What is this is about sir?
"Oh princess, I like that I like the way you call me. Sir." He said as he smirks at me .A moment ago his voice sound cold and now it's all warm & sweet, his deep blue eyes make my body want to just let him take me in his office with the way he's looking at me. And if I don't do something about it, he just might.
So I said, Mr. Lee if there anything else I will like to take my leave first, run. Run. And don't look back.
I was out the door before he could say anything. I stood there for about five minutes remembering last night. Sent chills downy spine. Amanda calls me as I was about to walk away from his office entrance. I walked straight to her office, and she said. “Jackson we're going to have to change your position.” I was in shock. I thought I wasn't gonna be fired.
Are kidding me what did I do to be fired huh?
Amanda: Oh, sweetheart, you are not getting fired, our dear new boss has a liking to you.
“Meaning?”
Amanda: Are you sleeping with him??
What...no! I am not.
Amanda: If you say so. Well, he wants you to be his personal secretary. It's either that or it is my place.
Wait. What? Your position is he crazy?
f I take your position, he can come in here, and do God knows what with me. He is doing this because of what I just... Oh my god. I left Amanda's office without another word said. I went back to his office.
I didn't knock nor did I know he was having a meeting. I pushed the door open with force and anger when I saw men and women sitting there, in his office.
I'm sorry I didn't know
"It's okay." He said cutting me off!
I will come back later. I said, stepping backwards towards the door.
"No need they were just leaving." He said and by the looks on everyone's face it was far from it, but they started getting ready to leave.
"Come in." He said…..
Okay, we need to talk. I exclaim before everyone leaves.
"I know." He said after everyone leaves.
That's unfair you know?! I said looking over at him.
Chan: Yes, I know!
Then why did you?
Chan: Because.
He stopped himself and I asked. Because of what?
Chan: Just because.
Are you crazy?
Chan: Yes. A little. okay, maybe a lot but that's your fault.
Oh my god, I asked you not to make things difficult for me at work. Look at what you're doing, & how is this my fault?
Chan: I'm sorry, princess, I will…stop. But I can't keep my hands off you. It's your fault because you make me want you!.
Okay, I don't see wear a mini skirt and blouse showing off my breast. A totally exposure of making want me. Please stop, and for real I don't want to be the leading gossip of the office. Okay but I don't want them knowing we're dating!
"Oh so we are dating I like the way you said it." He said smirking at me. Okay, maybe I'm considering it but seriously stop. He gave me a smile and I said pointing at him. I mean it. I went back to my desk and started working. I refuse, to be distracted by my unruly, horny, half breed boss.
Time passes so quickly it's almost 5:30 pm I clean up my desk and head out without saying anything to anyone even though! I know the new boss has me in favor, I shouldn't have done that, anyhow I had already left. God, he makes so mad and calm at the same time, this is not a good sign for me. I said out loud.
When I got home I order Chinese food and took a shower then put on one of my t-shirts and short shorts, I knew it would take them an hour is more to deliver so I open a bottle of red wine while waiting for the delivery guy to here and at some point I stop waiting.
I turn the TV on to watch whatever was going on, I hear the door open and because I already knew who it was I didn't even bother to look.
He walks up to me and said here is you deliver. I look up and he was holding the deliver I got up and took it from him making my way to the kitchen, "Aren't you going to tip me for delivering your food?" He asked and I turn around asking him. What do you want?
He pointed at his lips and there was no way. I'm definitely not doing it sorry, I wasn't planning on tipping the delivery guy anyway. I said walking off! By the way, where did you meet the delivery guy? I added in asking.
"I was gonna buy Chinese food when I heard your order was ready to go, so I took the opportunity to deliver it to its address personally such a shame. There's no tip though, and I live here so I told them it was fiance's order." He said.
I stopped immediately. I think you has lost it completely fi..fi..an..ce. Fi oh forget it. I said I walked away and he followed me to the kitchen as I put the bag down on the counter I turn around to see him standing right there.
Oh my, why? Why are you so close? I ask him before answering me I feel his soft lips press against mine. I was so surprised and caught off guard! I feel my heart rate speed up as I closed my eyes it was like the world disappears and it's only us there but then he stops, I open my eyes and look at him looking at me he smirks and said should I finish what I started!