ALPHA KANEN
What the f**k did I just do?
My fingers combed my hair in horror. I couldn’t believe that I could do such a thing to a woman. I had never lost control like this before, and I was brutally ashamed of myself. I really needed to have control over my emotion because this wasn’t right at all, and it was completely disgusting.
“You hit me? Do you think that would silence me?” Rose screamed at me.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. “Just be quiet,” I said calmly.
She glared at me, despite the tears rolling down her eyes. I gritted my teeth as I looked away from her. My hands fisted by my sides. This was not the way it ought to be, and I was messing things up. It was as though I was used to cruelty and I didn’t think much about anything else. It was the worst thing ever, but the
