54 A tough holding back ROSE At this moment, I'm desperately trying to fight my emotions, even harder then ever. I know I'm falling for the Alpha, and I can't even deny it anymore. Each time I think about how much I've been treated, I try to dissuade myself from loving him or even having anything romantic to do with him but it doesn't work. No matter the effort I put into it , it wasn't working out. I still thought about him at any convenience I had. At my meal table , at my baths, even my moments at the library, I was thinking about Alpha Kanen and how the other night went. He had gotten close to me , his gaze focused on my lips. I tried to lessen the moment by pulling away , but it had gotten pretty intense. He brought his lips closer to mine till the point that I could taste it.

