Frozen. That was how I stood for, I don’t even know how long. I couldn’t face that memory again. I just couldn’t. My mind drifted to Lucian, who had just been here. They were trying to save me —me, a stranger to them. And here I was, unable to even face what I’d done.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered into the void over and over again as tears slipped from my eyes. My gaze remained on the memory it felt so distant, yet just thinking about taking one step toward it made my chest tighten so hard I nearly collapsed.
I couldn’t do it.
Once again, I proved how much of a coward I was as I took a slow step backward.
Was I going to be stuck in here forever? Not living but not dying either? Why did my life keep drifting into mess after mess? I wanted to live. I wanted to smile again, train with Rex, ban
