1
1330 Words
Kanina pa ako nakatingin sa kisame ng kwarto ko.
I'm bored as f**k.
I don't know why my parents wouldn't allowed me to go somewhere, I mean I am 17 for sake, I don't wanna spend the weekends here in our house, actually all of my classmate had planned today on where will they go, and me and my friend also! but knowing my parents, of course the will not allow me, I hated really being in here.
Actually all of my classmate even Anya, don't wanna go to school, but for me I wish all day i am at school rather than being here and house and then my parents gonna scold at me sa pagiging pasaway, pero hindi mo naman ako masisisi, I just wanted to go somewhere, at least that's just what i want unlike some girls at my age longing for someone to f**k.
I understand naman them kung bakit nila ginagawa 'to, they don't just want someone to saw me partying, i hate them also for thinking that I will just gonna bring them sakin ng ulo!
I wanted to cry, why i have to feel this way, to feel how they always wanted me to just be here in our house, they do know na malapit na akong mabaliw at mag mukhang tanga dahil sa routine ng buhay ko, even tho my socials ay hawak nila, why they always me feel like I'm in prison.
Ilang minuto pa akong tumitig sa kisame nang may marinig na yabag sanhi na may paparating.
"Madame Tatiana, tvoya mama zvonit tebe i govorit, chto pora yest'" Kasunod nito ang sunod-sunod niyang katok.
She's telling me that Mom said that it's time to eat, so I pretended asleep, I don't want them to disturbed me, specially me and my parents had fight earlier, they will not stop until I say sorry, but what they expect me to do? that i will obey them again? The last time i ask them for something they scold at me and it's almost 2 months ago! Nagpaplano pa naman kami ni Anya, I even lied to her na pinayagan na nila ako, I don't know that's what I'm expecting will happen.
Inulit ng kasambahay namin ang sabi nito ngunit ng marinig na hindi ako sumagot ay naglakad na ito papalayo sa pintuan ng kwarto ko.
I'm hoping na hindi na sumunod si Mom sa pagtawag sa'kin, and guess what! dininig ang hope ko, 'cause it was my Brother!
"Tati...?" I heard again his calm voice.
It's been a long time since me and my Kuya met, The last time i saw him on Christmas and new year and It's already August, I just talk to him in video call, pero madalang pa dahil lagi siyang may inaasikaso.
Not ganna lie, I miss my Kuya so much, I miss how he always pagtanggol me to our parents when they are scolding at me. He's my safe person, whenever i wanna go somewhere and my parents wouldn't allowed me, he's the one who will convience them, anything i want he will get, sometimes when I'm late umuwi he will get angry, but unlike my parents that will say a lot of things, he will just said something to me na it's not right and he'll just let me sleep, also he know who know who i am with, It's Anya.
Nang hindi ako sumagot ay nag salita ulit siya.
"Princess...?" I miss that endearment, he used to call me that cause he said I am his princess and i look like a princess in a cartoons.
When he didn't hear my words, he slowly opened the door of my room so I quickly covered my face with the blanket.
Naramdaman ko nalang ang paglubog ng kama sa bandang gilid ko.
"I know you're awake, Princess."
Pinipigilan ko ang luhang gustong bumagsak kanina pa, I miss my safe person.
He slowly pulled the blanket that was covering my body and my face which caused me to sit up and hug him, that's when the tears that wanted to let go of me fell
I finally felt safe, I wish hindi na siya bumalik ulit sa Pilipinas para laging ganito ang nararamdaman ko, having a Kuya like him is a big thankful for me, knowing na hindi ka niya pababayaan sa lahat, hindi niya hahayaang masaktan ang damdamin mo, at higit sa lahat siyempre makakagala na ulit ako!!
Dahan-dahan nitong hinimas ang ulo ko, pinapatahan ako. Naramdaman siguro nito ang pangungulila sakaniya.
"Kuya, Mom and Dad didn't allowed me to go somewhere in the whole 2 months! I don't know what happened, Noong nakaraang buwan naman ay pinapayagan nila ako kahit madalang at may curfew..." Humikbi ako sa dibdib niya.
"It's okay, I will let you go somewhere, anywhere you want, hmm? but for now let's eat muna, they are waiting for us." Humiwalay ako sakaniya at tumango.
"I will just fix my self po." He nodded and walked away.
Ganoon nga ang ginawa ko inayos ko lang ang sarili ko, nag hilamos at tinali ang buhok, ayaw kong makita nila Mom na umiyak ako, i know they will just say something, but even tho i didn't fix my self i know that my Kuya will pagtanggol me.
When I saw that they were waiting for me at the dining table, I quickly sat down next to Kuya. Mommy is opposite to me and Kuya is opposite to Daddy.
Nabasag ang katahimikan na bumabalot sa'min ng mag salita si Daddy.
"When are you leaving, Aleksandr?" I hate Dad for asking that, kakarating nga lang ni Kuya parang gusto na agad nitong paalisin, even though I'm frustrated i waited for his answer.
"I don't know... maybe when i wanted to?" Hindi siguradong sabi niya, I don't know, i felt joy, panigurado kasing magtatagal ito rito at siyempre, makakagala rin ako ng matagal!
When we finished eating, I'm planning pa kanina kung kakausapin ko ba si kuya or no, but then i realized he hasn't rested yet because he just came back from Philippines to the Russia, I thought he would go pa to his penthouse but no, he went straight to our house. I'll just invite him tomorrow since tomorrow is Sunday, I know he won't do anything and I know my parents can't resist when I'm with my brother so it's really thankful that he's here now.
When i got into my room i did my night routine and look for my phone, i forgot to apologize to Anya earlier pala.
When i found it, I opened my socials immediately and Anya has messages to me so i click it.
I first saw his last message to me
Ani :
Holy f**k, he's fuking handsome, Tati!
Handsome who? I got curious so i scroll her messages from the top.
Ani :
Tatiana, I'm already here.
Hello, Tati???
Tati It's been 10 minutes!
were you not allowed to leave again?
I suddenly felt sad for her, I am not always with here whenever he will go, also i lied to her.
Ani :
I waited for almost 20 minutes, Tati!!
I laughed in her message she's so mainipin talaga.
Anyway, I got curious on who's he talking about in his last message so i look at the time when did she sent it.
3 minutes ago.
Agad akong nagtipa ng message sa kaniya para tanungin kung sino yung tinutukoy niya.
I'm shock that she immediately seen it and saw on my phone that she's already typing.
Ani :
Niko, Oh, My God!
Niko? i never know someone's name Niko.
So i type message asking who's Niko.
Ani:
Gosh, Tati. Nikolaj the goddess!
Nikolaj? as in Nikolaj Ravello?
So i type the message to comfirm it.
Ani:
Yess! and he talk to me!
Nikolaj Ravello, they say he's handsome and more than that, like Anya said, but i feel like I'm shouldn't met him.
Nikolaj Ravello
-----
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
- Writer
