The Last Blue Lycan and her Alpha

Twilight of goodbyes

You can't do this to me angel you CAN'T!

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Asu P.O.V

My eyes flashed open and I jolted up alert expecting to hear bickering but only to find myself in the same meadow that I was in when I first acquired my memories of this world where I first met Celene I glanced to my sides and saw the same serenity, snow covered the ground and small crystallized water drops where on the trees shimmering brightly I looked over my shoulder and spotted Celene's massive form seating in front of the waterfall watching it camly her head resting on her paws I smiled warmly and walked towards her, her ears moved and she perked up at my sudden footsteps taking my time approaching her is been a while since I saw her in this form it looks just as mesmerizing and breathtaking as ever her soft fine fur danced with the soft breeze I love it. 

"you brought me here?" I questioned as I sat next to her 

"yes, well I figured you didn't want to hear your mate and ex-mate bicker trust me Doll, it will drive you insane in fact" her eyes were far off " it's already driving the rest mad"

"excuse me? My? " I clicked my mouth and shook my head from side to side " you mean ours, my dear"

she laughed and wag her tail licking my face, her laugh sounded neither animalistic nor human it was different, the only time I had seen Celene this excited was when I first came to her but now it seems different I raised my eyebrow already sensing it " he is a good one isn't he?" 

she stopped mid-lick and pulled her head farther from me her eyes clear and sincere " sadly yes" she huffed 

"Sadly?" I questioned there was something wrong here I had already sensed her happiness with all of this so what can her words really mean, perhaps she feels the same way I do.

" It's sad because I can't seem to hate him and because he is so good for us" she groaned 

Ah, I gave out a light laugh " I see, yes, well that is sad isn't it" so she managed to see how good he will be to us with just one glance

" You don't seem to be bothered by this, like I figured you would, what brought this change?" she was suspicious now 

I sighed and looked ahead " wolves we are meant to have other halves as much as we don't want it, as much as we despertaly wished we didn't... we do" I glared at the water thinking for some reason it was its fault but smile at my silly remark " when we were rejected by Geroge it was surprising not feeling the pain and now I see why he wasn't meant for us regardless of the bond pull, I read stories of second chances but I figured that it will never happen to us any time soon or ever because with George even if I felt the bond it wasn't as powerful as I had heard it was because deep in me I knew George wasn't good for us if we had stayed with him we would have been the ones to put the effort it would have been a one sided help only him leaning on us, but this time it feels different is the opposite I don't feel like one sided support rather I feel like we will be eaqually supporting each other " I glanced at her hoping this wasn't confusing to undertsand

Her eyes were understanding no signs of confusion anywhere " I get it is not giving all the time and he only takes and takes now is more balance he gives you you take,  and vice versa none of you give more effort than the other " 

I nodded thankfully she understood " like I mention before been wolves were are meant to have other halves it's not up to us" I smiled and look at her again " and what I saw before I went under was pure guilt and sorrow yet even if it sounded impossible there was immense love in those deep blue ocean orbs" 

she laughed " in other words, you don't want to reject him?" even if she meant it as a question it really wasn't I stood silent " is it because this time we will feel immense pain? or because this time you really..." she stopped something in my eyes made her stop 

" No it's not because of the pain, goddess no, " I smirk " but because I feel like if we let go of that hand reaching out for us we will be forever lost, losing possibly the last chance to love and be love," at peace to admitted it

she laughed louder this time " my since when have you grown up so much?"

I was pissed now "says the one who hasn't stopped wagging her tail" 

she stopped abruptly glaring at me " that is only because you are here"

"Yes, of course, push it on to me " I touched her fur hearing her purr " besides you don't want to"

"I don't want to what?" she sounded offended 

I rolled my eyes at her exaggeration "you don't want to reject him"

"neither do you doll," she sounded smug wagging her tail even more.

I looked away once more and stared right ahead " First thing is first, I need to know his reaction to us and" I paused glancing back at her " I'll decide" 

"I'll follow whatever you decide" 

I leaned on her for a few minutes " Now I should head back before those two drive  my brother and dad insane" I sighed heavily annoyed that I couldn't stay here longer 

"Before you go I need to tell you two things"  her voice was weirdly suspicious 

"and they are?" I questioned her wary.

"well for one is more like showing rather than saying" she got up

there was shuffling and in a sudden movement I was jumped on and pressed to the ground by two huge paws that I immediately recognized I looked at the wolf in front of me was my mate's wolf 

"MATE!" he licked the side of my face and  head Celene laugh I glared at her 

"Um," I looked at her "care to explain?" 

" Sorry?"  she didn't sound sorry at all!

"sorry my ass" I turned back to see his eyes were black "can I get up?" 

he hesitated but took his massive paws off me I got up dusting myself clean and heard a light growl coming from him I turned my attention to him he was indeed smaller compare to Celene who came to stand next to my side 

"my queens" he bowed " how long have I waited for this how Harry has been eager to meet you"

I looked at him " please lift your head" he quickly did so "does he know you are here?" 

"No of course he doesn't my angel, the only thing he is aware of right now is only you my angel he is at your bedside waiting for you to open your eyes if he knew I was here he would throw a bigger frenzy" 

I grimace " bigger you say?" 

he chuckled it was deep and powerful but made no effort to speak 

I wanted to question him but right now something else mattered " I am sure I already know the answer but have you tell him who we are?" 

"No" he took a careful step forward " as you know we are basically tongue-tied until you give us that permission to speak" 

I nodded feeling relief 

"before you make a decision, Harry isn't the type of person that bastard is he will never allow for anything to harm you I will never allow it either, we have searched for you for what seems like a long time and now that we have finally found you we can't bear to lose you, my angel, he will accept you as I accept you and Celene, You are MY MATE, MINE" he came forward and rubbed his head on my side shifting to Celene who stood perfectly still  "MY MATE!!" 

" But that is only half of the story" I took a step back " what he thinks is different you might be okay with it but he might not"

"No, you are wrong Harry wouldn't dare do anything to harm you our mate!" 

I stood silent hiding my feelings " then we will have to see" 

he looked angry for a second I was hurt thinking he was angry at me but no his anger was towards someone else 

"What is the other thing you wished to say to me?" I turned my attention to Celene 

" those rogues they are not really who they say to be but they harbor no ill intentions towards us"

I look at the chocolate wolf who had his head down my words and distrust had hurt him I walked towards him Celene right on my heal his saddening expression made me heartache I reached out to him wrapping my hands around his neck or at least part of it " I hope you are right about him" I tighten my hold as his heart fluttered rapidly " I've taken a liking to you" 

that did it Celene had to pull me back quickly in time to see him go crazy from happiness jumping around and howling to his heart's content 

"my mate likes me, my mate LIKES ME!!!!!"  he chanted as he ran and jumped around the meadow

"I think you broke him " Celene tilted her head 

" It is true though" I leaned my head on her " isn't it the same for you I can feel your suppressed desires   why not go loose?" 

" who wouldn't he is a very attractive wolf and if I were to let lose you might end up with a pup my doll" 

I felt my blood run up to my face and the temperature rising I knew I was blushing " CELENE!" 

she laughed and her laugh made him stop looking at her like a love-sick puppy which reminded me  "what is your name?" 

" My name is Apollo, my angel" his voice was raspy and his eyes were darker than before as he looked between Celene and me 

Celene huffed but it wasn't in an annoying way but more like embarrassed, no doubt he heard what we were talking about and I blushed scarlet this time " A-anyways " I changed the conversation as quickly as possible " about those "rogues" as long as they bring no harm to you they will live and most likely this was-"

"Oh, Asu you LOVE ME!!" 

I was too late to react and was tackled down once again but this time we rolled around the snow she was excited her laughed filled the forest I could no longer hold it either and laughed with her a low but hungry growled stopped us, glancing away from her and saw Apollo looking our way 

" I think we should stop here or else we might not be able to stop Apollo from marking us" Celene moved away letting me stand up as she placed herself in front of me protecting me 

I saw Apollo's eyes shifting between lust and control, his instincts like any other wolf are to let loose once he meets his mate and be an alpha the desire is much bigger, I held back a shiver 

"Asu, my little mate" his voice was full of annoyance," I think you should return now or I will have to kill that damn ex of yours and I really do not want to hurt Will nor his family"

I frowned at his words pain and angry at what awaits me, I also don't wish to hurt them no matter what their son did... " I will see you soon Apollo" I smiled warmly at him his heart raced and he wagged his tail his ears perked up 

I closed my eyes " Make sure not to mate with Celene just yet" 

"Asu!"  she roared " Ah, Asu the poison even if we are immune to it, it still lingers inside your body make sure to purify it when the time comes it will call you again"

"It?" I questioned tilting my head in confusion " so the poison still there huh" I rubbed my back 

she nodded " be careful I sensed something sinister about this poison I don't like it the feeling of this poison is different than the ones Sandra fed us so be on guard I have no idea how it will affect you once you wake up" 

I quickly glanced at Apollo who looked like he had no idea we were speaking to each other his eyes were scanning the meadow 

"Alright I'll see what I can do"  godmother fed me poison during this whole time to make sure I was really immune to any kind and in case I wasn't feeding on poison on the daily basis will surely make me immune to it, I never had any issues health wise will this one really be different. 

 with that in mind let myself fall but instead of falling to the ground I was floating in the middle of the darkness thinking it would be quick to open my eyes it turned out the whole opposite trying to connect myself back to my limbs was actually harder and slower even considering my healing rate after what felt like hours my limbs began to click  feeling each nerve snapping me to reality, but my body felt heavy unable to move quickly my limbs my senses as well were slowly returning so this is what she meant this felt different it was definitely dark magic but something else was mixed in this poison when my senses returned all I could hear was pure static until a loud bang crashed and glass shattered the smell of wood roamed the air 

"Keep pushing my limits you stupid mutt!" 

"pushing?!" a growl no doubt was George let out 

"KEEP YOUR DIRTY HANDS OFF HER NOW!" 

Ah, my heart raced at the sound of this voice and the intoxicating smell, my mate was here. 

"If both of you don't - this is no time for any bickering Asu still..."

" All of you QUIET! " Kim yelled frantically" her heart is racing!" 

"THE DOCTOR BRING HER!" 

"ASU!" Anna urged 

I open my eyes only to close them again when the light hit my pupils even my lids felt so heavy

"Dim the lights" Anna order "you can open them now" 

slowly again I proceeded, with help of Anna I sat up my chest felt a bit constricted, I was in a white room  the smell of disinfectant was strong and mixed with other scents that didn't belong to a hospital room, I scanned and noticed a shattered vase on the floor, well that explains the sound, but it wasn't the only vase the whole room was basically destroyed, the walls in front of me and next to the door were smashed and let's not begin with the door itself, another smell explain 

the beeping sound of the machine only made matters worse the erratic beating only alarmed them 

"MY LOVE!" his voice clear as day sounded alarmed yet relief

made me jumped its sweet and seductive tone my actions made Anna place herself in front of me 

"your highness I ask of you to please do not come close to Asu for now until she is ready"

"What do you think you are doing?" he growled I grabbed onto Anna's sleeve pulling her back a bit 

"easy Harry" another males voice caution " you're making our luna even tenser plus that's my mate you are talking to"

Anna hissed at that last part in a protest, so he was Jason then.

" Asu!" George yelled, " her name is Asu and she is not your LUNA!" 

"I HAVE ABOUT ENOUGH OF THIS!" Harry lashed out about to jump on George.

"Out," I said through my teeth as the pounding of my head intensified.

"sister?" Diego flinched

 I looked at him, his eyebrows knit together with worry as he slowly approached me, Liam and Will were holding back Geroge while Harry was been held back by Jason every face in this room lacked sleep as if their messy hair wasn't enough to show that their dark circles and pale complexions were enough to announce it " may I know why the room is in this state?" my voice harsh I was angry for their childish antics what fault did the room had?

"Ah," Diego scratch his head while looking at the mess " accident?" 

before words came out dad burst in panting with the same pale complexion, how long was I out for? yanked me into a huge crushing hug ripping out the needle " UGH!" my reflexes were still dull and my head throbbing, let's not forget my back.

"Sorry, sorry!" he let go of me Harry came took a step closer lifting his hand to touch me 

" stand back" I warned as blue blood dripped out of my wound he let out a whimper I refused to look at him it will one made me regret my words.  

"But my angel..." he forced out pain laced in his words " as you wish my love" 

"Anna, Kim " I called them as the doctor came in covering me.

"my goddess what the hell happen here-" I looked at her, she was young for a doctor round face and reddish-brown hair tied into a ballerina bun her eyes were hazel but were hidden behind glasses she was glaring at the other's but at the sight of my wound, no traces of anger were left as she rushed to treat me I pulled away from her feeling the worry of the girls increase while they cover me.

" All of you outside, I must treat her in private" she commanded looking at my wound frowning

"what?" protests all around 

"You heard, I am the doctor here regardless of your title so sho!" 

"but... but-

"OUT!" she repeated.

" I will not leave my mate"s-" there was a loud push " Hey! Jason stop pushing!!" 

"Like I have a choice!" he hissed

"Finally quiet" she breathed " now can you show me your wound although I am sure it's already healed for safety measures I must see it, I promise not to bring harm to her honor ones" 

My eyes snap to her surprised she gave me a warm smile her eyes had this beam of light to them mixed with many emotions,  as she curtsy " you know"

she nodded " of course " lifting her head " in our profession we are thought how to treat any magical creatures even those who don't exist anymore or thought they don't" 

I looked at the girls and nodded " is alright" they let her pass and shaking she grabbed my hand when I felt tears on my skin alarmed I looked at her 

"is an honor to meet you your highness you have no idea how I longed to see one of our ancestors ever since I was a child my mother used to tell me tales of your kind that were passed from my grandmother that was handed down from her mother" her voice trembled at the emotional memory " if they could see the beings they admired so much... they will be" 

Kim had a sad expression as she looked at the doctor.

"Please don't cry" I touched her face she looked up surprised I smiled " your mother and grandmother sound amazing" 

her eyes filled with tears again and she chuckled " thank you, your highness" 

"Asu" I corrected she was about to protest when Anna cut her off

"Please do not try to fight her off she is stubborn and will not give in" Anna sighed

"But honor-

"Anna and this is my sister Kim" she also gave no way for her to fight against us 

she laughed and nodded " then I am Amanda is an honor to meet you all" 

"Well Amanda let's hurry or else those people will come in and wreak havoc again" I winked 

she sighed and looked mad again with all fairness the room was destroyed 

"Don't worry after I am done talking to them they will come and fix this room in person 

"See I told you your asses will fix this" Diego laughed mischievously 

"Everyone who was in this room is going to fix this" I mind-link him 

he groaned loudly 

I shook my head displeased by his actions as an alpha he should uphold the responsibility 

" Don't worry he will come and fix this" Kim crossed her arms glaring at the doorway as she clenched her teeth.

" Dr. Amanda can you tell me about the stories you have heard" I watched her and saw her smiling sweetly as she examined me 

" My mother used to tell me that they were majestic creatures something you can never forget once you saw them they were memorable beings that draw any species to them, their blood will be like a call to us regardless of race, they were very significant and kind, most of all righteous they believed in justice and the well being of every creature always looking out for everyone they were the purest living creatures to exist" her voice was soaked in honey that warm my heart as she spoke of them.

" towards us" Celene pop in but she sounded weak 

a tear rolled down her face and her expression morphed to a painful one " when they met such-" she stopped mid-sentence as her eyes clouded over her but once her eyes became clear again her expression had changed dramatically frowning as dissatisfaction filled her.

" Dr. Amanda?" Kim placed her hand on her shoulder 

" Ah, forgive me Luna" she smiled apologetically towards Kim " But" she touched my bandaged back and frown " your highness your-

I shook my head placing one finger on my mouth I looked towards the door frame and back to her

her eyes widen realizing my intentions "Ah" she mouthed

It seems like something stopped her from speaking even further " can I go back to the house?" 

"Depends will you be doing something stressful again?" she raised her eyebrow 

I looked away " No I will only speak to them"

"That's a yes then" she sighed getting up " you can come in"

Harry came in quickly to stand next to me trying not to touch me as his eyes were on me 

"How is she?" he demanded 

" she is fine your highness but please do not stress her out or her condition might worsen she is weak enough as she is so keep it M.O.D.E.R.A.T.E " she emphasized 

"Will do" he nodded 

" you may leave your highness" she bowed and walked out the door 

Seeing as I was in comfy joggers and a long sleeve I didn't have to waste time " then" I tried getting up but failed miserably until Harry got a hold of my waist the sparks erupted on the place he held me from we locked eyes for a moment our faces almost touching when a growl snap me back in place I slightly pull away from him 

"at least let me help you" he begged unable to refuse such words and arms I only nodded refusing to speak knowing my voice will crack he smiled widely and picked me up bridal style " wait!" 

"Too late" he mused and ran out ignoring the rest I saw many of the guards staring but none of the pack members 

"Where to my love?" his voice was soft as he addressed me 

" office" I blurted out he leaned his face towards mine making me shiver he smirked knowing what he made me feel he sat on me on the sofa, well no he sat on the sofa placing me on his lap I tried to move but his arms locked on my waist making me unable to flee leaning towards my neck inhaling my scent I shivered again and I felt moisture between my legs again his actions were turning me on. Damn this bond!

"Mmm you smell so damn good my love careful my angel or I might just take you right here and now" he lustfully growled 

"Umm let's wait for the other's to come" I managed to speak without breaking I felt like jelly in his arms 

he chuckled placing a kiss on my neck I held back a moan biting my lip 

"let it out, my love I am eager to hear that sweet voice of yours" he teased 

when the door swung open I pushed him right off the sofa landing on his butt hiding my burning face from everyone I heard him groan " OW!" 

"I am sorry" I looked at him apologetically I didn't mean to push him that hard 

"Oh, my did we interrupt?" Kim teased I looked at her and she had this smug face that damn girl.

"interrupt what?" Diego came in a hurry looking at me and Harry on the floor " and what the hell happened to you? and why is your face red?" 

I threw him a pillow " shut it, brother" 

"Diego honey hush" Kim winked pointing at her nose  

" Oh hell no she is my sister dude and this is my office!" he held his breathing I blushed redder again Harry got up picked me up placing me on top of his lap again 

"She is my mate so what?" he shrugged 

"Oh for... where are the others!" I yelled annoyed they laughed 

"HERE!" Anna came in with the rest 

Georges's eyes went black at the smell of my arousal growling at Harry who responded getting up and pulling me behind him 

"Not this again" brother was annoyed 

dad came in annoyance in his eyes as well, I got out of Harry's hold placing myself between them "ENOUGH!" I yelled in my alpha tone accidentally leaking out my aura making them submit to me while the rest whimpered

"I am sorry my love" Harry spoke still bowing 

"Sorry" 

I huffed relaxing and walked to the windows noticing the sky for the first time it was Twilight "how long was I asleep for?" 

"Two days almost three princesses" Dad spoke 

I rubbed my temple "Kim, what is it?" 

I heard her stepping forward " Is a new poison even I can't seem to decipher I need to consult for help to another witch or if I can to mom" 

I walked towards the alpha's chair and sat Kim and Anna automatically follow me 

"It seems like we can't hide it any longer" Anna stared at me intently 

" Mom will be piss about all of this " Kim added her eyes on them 

"Does it look like we have a choice?" I questioned raising my eyebrow 

"Asu," Harry called out his voice serious and his eyes more than annoyed they were blazing with betrayal as my mate he was been kept in the dark I frowned and his eyes waver for a bit but stopped "I been patient-"

"Harry" Diego warned him placing his hand on his shoulder he brushed it off angrily 

"No Diego I been waiting as you had asked I waited long enough! they are speaking in code, she is my mate, my luna your future queen who I almost lost!" he raised his voice filled with pain at the memory made my heart clenched " I am sure you know what that felt like when you saw your mate hurt as well" he turned to me his gaze penetrating me " I need to know what the hell did I see in that bloody field"

there was silence from the girls I could feel their tension and burning stares at me while I never looked away from his angry gaze 

"Dammit ASU!" He growled, just with my name been called out made my heart jump " I need to know to protect you!" 

 protect me? did that night not made him phase at all... was Apollo right " I need to do something first" 

I got up, walked towards George he looked sad sensing what I will say a warning growl came from Harry I shook my head lifting my palm to stop him  " I know you are aware no matter how much you refute you know deep down that our bond is long gone the moment I walked away from this place" 

he looked down and clenched tightly his fists that his knuckles turned white " there is no hope is there" 

"No" my voice was hard " there isn't it better for you to accept it fully and go back to her leave me be and be the father you should, you have already done enough damage grow up George for that pup, I am not and will never be your mate" 

he was about to touch my face when I was pulled into a hug by Harry who hugged me from behind growling " MINE!" resting his head on the crook of my neck George chuckled with a glint of sadness 

"Harry" I touched his cheek turning to see him " there is something I must tell you" 

He reached for my hand pressing it gently " what is my love?"