Maya's POV:
I couldn't sleep again.
The night was so still I could hear the faint tick of the wall clock — and under it, the slow, steady thud… thud… thud of Kai’s pacing in the room next door. Bare feet on wood. Back and forth. Back and forth. Like he was trying to outwalk something clawing at him from the inside.
Forty minutes. Maybe more. My pillow might as well have been a rock.
I gave up, sliding out of bed and pulling my robe over my pajamas. The silk felt cool at first, then warmer where it caught on my skin. The boards under my bare feet were cold enough to make me shiver as I stepped into the hall.
I raised my hand to knock.
Paused.
What am I even going to say?
Hi, we might die in three days — want to talk about it?
Before I could decide, the door opened.
He was right there.
Bare chest. Sleep pants hanging low. His hair was messy, his eyes catching the dim light like liquid gold. He didn’t say anything at first — just looked at me — and something in that look made the air feel thicker.
“Can’t sleep either?” His voice was low, rough, like he’d been speaking only to himself all night.
“Your pacing,” I said, trying for casual and failing. “It’s… loud.”
His mouth tilted, faintly. “Sorry. I tried not to wake anyone.” He stepped back, his arm brushing mine as I passed — the smallest touch, but it felt like it left a mark.
The room was warm. Warmer than the hall. The scent of cedar lingered in the air, threaded through with something sharper, more alive — him. My gaze wandered — the massive bed, the stone fireplace, the wall of books that seemed to press in on the space.
“It’s beautiful,” I said quietly, fingertips trailing along the carved desk.
“It was my father’s.” His voice dipped, the words weighted. “I keep meaning to change it, but—”
“But it would feel like losing him again,” I said, glancing at him.
He stilled for a heartbeat. “He built it for my mother. After she died, he never changed a thing. Said it still smelled like her.”
The ache in his voice pulled at something deep inside me. “How old were you?”
“Fifteen. Old enough to understand. Young enough to believe he’d live forever.” His shoulders shifted, like the memory sat heavy there. “I should’ve seen the signs. Should’ve protected him.”
I moved closer, each step shrinking the space between us until I could feel the heat radiating off him. “Even your father didn’t see it coming. That’s not on you.”
His eyes lifted to mine, sharp, holding. “What if I fail again? What if I can’t protect you?”
The way he said you sent a ripple through me, quick and hot. I stepped between his knees, the robe brushing his bare skin. “What if I can’t protect you? What if I make the wrong choice and—”
His hands found my hips, fingers warm, grounding me there. “Then we fail together. But, Maya…”
“What?” My voice barely carried.
“These last two days… they’ve been the best of my life.”
Something in my chest cracked open.
“I know it’s insane. The timing’s a mess. Everything’s dangerous.” His thumbs moved in slow, absent circles against my skin through the silk. “But I’m falling for you. Not the Luna. Not the prophecy. You.”
A shaky laugh escaped before I could stop it. “That’s crazy.”
“Is it?” His grip tightened, just enough to make me feel the shape of his hands. “My wolf knew you the moment I saw you. You feel like home. Like something I’ve been reaching for without knowing it.”
“Yes,” I breathed. “And it’s also… the most right thing I’ve ever felt.”
The air between us seemed to hum, a live wire stretched thin.
“Maya,” he murmured, my name careful on his lips.
I cupped his face, my thumbs brushing the faint roughness along his jaw. “We don’t know how much time we have. But I don’t want to waste it being afraid. I want to spend it. All of it. Here. Now.”
His eyes darkened slowly, like shadows pooling deeper.
I kissed him.
Kai’s kiss was slow at first—soft lips brushing mine like a question he already knew the answer to. His hands stayed at my hips, unmoving, as if he was giving me space to change my mind. But I didn’t want space. I wanted him.
I deepened the kiss, sliding my fingers into his hair, tugging gently until he groaned against my mouth. That sound—raw, unguarded—sent a thrill through me. His grip tightened, pulling me flush against him, and I could feel the heat of his bare chest through the thin silk of my robe.
“Maya,” he whispered, voice rough with restraint. “Tell me if you want me to stop.”
“I don’t,” I breathed. “I want more.”
That was all it took.
He carried me to the bed like I weighed nothing, laying me down with reverence but eyes dark with need. Moonlight spilled across his body, casting silver over the ridges of muscle and the taut line of his abdomen. I reached up, tracing the path of light across his chest, feeling the rapid thrum of his heart beneath my fingertips.
As I lay before him, my body aching with anticipation, Kai began to explore every inch of my skin with his fingers. He started at my feet, tracing the delicate curves of my ankles and calves, sending shivers down my spine.
His hands moved upward, fingers brushing against my thighs, then slipping under the hem of my silk robe. The fabric slid up, exposing my skin to the cool night air as he caressed my skin, sending goosebumps dancing across my body.
With a smile, Kai slid his fingers beneath the hem of my robe, pulling it off completely, and I felt my heart skip a beat. His touch was electric, making my n*****s tingle, and I could feel my body responding to his every caress.
He leaned forward, his lips closing around my n****e, suckling hard enough to make me gasp. My back arched off the bed as he switched to the other breast, giving it the same treatment.
The sensation was intense, bordering on painful but overwhelmingly good. I cried out, my fingers tangling in his hair, holding him against me. He flicked his tongue over the peak before grazing it lightly with his teeth, sending jolts of pleasure straight to my core.
"Kai..." I gasped, my hips bucking involuntarily. "Please...."
His hands moved down my belly, tracing circles around my navel before sliding lower. I held my breath as his fingers brushed against the sensitive skin of my inner thighs.
"Spread your legs for me," he commanded softly, his voice thick with need.
I obeyed instantly, parting my thighs wide, exposing myself completely. The cool air hit my wetness, making me shiver. Kai's golden eyes darkened as he took in the sight, his gaze intense and hungry.
He lowered his head between my legs, his warm breath teasing my folds before his tongue finally made contact. A jolt of pure ecstasy shot through me as he licked up my center, slow and deliberate.
"Oh god!" I cried out, my hips lifting off the bed to meet his mouth. "Yes! Right there!"
Kai’s tongue danced across my c**t, each stroke more insistent than the last. I was spiraling higher and higher, the pleasure building until I couldn’t take it anymore.
And then, just as suddenly, his mouth lifted from me. I whimpered at the loss, feeling empty and needy.
But before I could protest, I felt something else - the press of Kai's c**k against my entrance. He entered me with a slow thrust, stretching me deliciously.
The moment Kai entered me, something ancient stirred inside. It wasn’t just the physical sensation—though that alone was overwhelming—it was the way our souls seemed to collide. Like two halves finally made whole.
A rush of warmth flooded my chest, and I gasped—not from pleasure this time, but from something deeper. I could feel him. Not just his body, but his thoughts, his emotions, his essence. It was like a door had opened between us, and everything he was poured into me.
"Oh yes!" I gasped, arching up to meet him. "Kai, please!"
With that, he began to move, thrusting deep and hard. Each stroke sent shockwaves of pleasure through me, making me see stars behind my closed eyelids.
We moved together in perfect harmony, our bodies dancing to an ancient rhythm. And as we reached the peak, I felt myself come undone, screaming out Kai’s name as the world went white.
As Kai continued to thrust inside me, his movements became more erratic, less controlled. I could feel his c**k swelling even larger, pulsating with each stroke. His face contorted with pleasure, his eyes rolling back as he found his own release. With a final deep thrust, he came, his hot seed shooting into me, filling me completely. He groaned loudly, his body shuddering with the force of his orgasm. As we lay there, our bodies still joined, I could feel the warmth of his semen spreading within me, a reminder of the intense pleasure we had just shared.
“I didn’t know it could feel like this,” I said softly.
“Thanks for everything,” he replied.
I smiled, eyes drifting closed. The world outside faded, and all that remained was this—his warmth, our bond, and the quiet certainty that I was no longer alone.