Chapter 2: The Cage

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The hallway stretched endlessly before me, all marble and shadows and the cold silence of wealth. I walked it barefoot, my dress clutched to my chest, feeling more like a ghost than a living woman. Three months. Ninety-one days since Ethan had looked at me with those silver eyes and pronounced my doom. Ninety-one days of playing dress-up with a dead woman's memory. Ninety-one nights of hoping—praying—that he would see me, really see me, just once. Ninety-one mornings of waking up alone. "Ava!" I froze at the sound of my name, my hand instinctively reaching for the wall. The voice belonged to Marcus, Ethan's Beta, and my only friend in this fortress of grief. He emerged from the shadows near the grand staircase, his warm brown eyes immediately narrowing as he took in my disheveled appearance. "What did he do this time?" "Nothing," I said quickly, too quickly. "He just... needed to be alone." Marcus's jaw tightened. He knew. They all knew. The entire pack watched their Alpha destroy himself with whiskey and memories, and me right along with him. "You shouldn't let him treat you like this," Marcus said quietly, stepping closer. He smelled like pine and rain, comforting and safe. Everything Ethan wasn't anymore. "You're his mate, Ava. His true mate. The Moon Goddess chose you for a reason." "The Moon Goddess made a mistake," I whispered, the words tasting like ash on my tongue. "He doesn't want me. He wants her." "Seraphina is dead." The bluntness of it shocked me into silence. Marcus rarely spoke of Ethan's former mate, and never with such cold finality. "She's been dead for three years," he continued, his voice gentler now. "And Ethan has been dying right alongside her. Until you came." I laughed, but it sounded like breaking glass. "You think I'm saving him? Marcus, I'm nothing but a mirror he uses to look at her. He doesn't even know my favorite color." "Then tell him." "He doesn't want to know!" The words burst out of me, louder than I'd intended. I pressed my hands to my mouth, glancing down the hallway toward Ethan's rooms. "He doesn't want to know anything about me. I'm just... convenient. Available. Pathetic enough to stay when any sane woman would have run screaming by now." Marcus was quiet for a long moment. Then: "Why do you stay?" The question hung between us, heavy and inevitable. Because the bond won't let me leave. Because every time I think about walking away, my chest feels like it's being ripped open. Because when he touches me—even when he's pretending I'm her—it's the only time I feel alive. Because I'm as broken as he is, and broken things cling to each other in the dark. "I have nowhere else to go," I said instead. Marcus studied me with those perceptive eyes, and I had the uncomfortable feeling that he saw right through my lies. "The pack needs an Alpha pair, Ava. Real leadership. Ethan hasn't attended a council meeting in months. The territory disputes are escalating. The younger wolves are restless, looking for weakness." "What do you want me to do about it?" "Be his Luna," Marcus said simply. "Not her replacement. You. Take your place at his side and force him to see you. Or watch this pack tear itself apart while he drowns in the past." Before I could respond, a sound echoed through the mansion—a crash of breaking glass, followed by Ethan's roar of rage. "SERAPHINA!" My heart stopped. My wolf, Lyra, whined in distress, clawing at the edges of my consciousness. Marcus and I moved at the same time, racing back toward Ethan's chambers. But I was faster, driven by the bond that screamed danger danger danger. I threw open the door to find Ethan on his knees in the center of the room, surrounded by shattered crystal and spilled whiskey. In his hands, he clutched a portrait—Seraphina's portrait, the one that had hung above his bed. He looked up at me, and I barely recognized him. His eyes were wild, his face streaked with tears, his hair standing on end where he'd torn at it. "She's fading," he gasped, his voice ragged. "I can't remember her voice anymore. I try and I try, but it's gone. She's leaving me." I should have been relieved. The ghost between us finally dissolving. The competition I could never win finally surrendering. Instead, I felt only pity. I crossed the room, glass crunching beneath my feet, and knelt before him. Gently, so gently, I reached for the portrait. "Ethan," I said softly. "Let go." He looked at me then—really looked at me—and for one breathless moment, I saw recognition in his eyes. Not Seraphina's memory. Me. Ava. "You're still here," he whispered, wonder and confusion warring in his expression. "I'm still here," I agreed. The bond between us pulsed, warm and insistent, and for the first time since that terrible day in the courtyard, I felt Ethan Blackwood reach back. It wasn't love. It wasn't even acceptance. But it was a beginning. --- I stayed with him until he fell asleep, sprawled across his bed like a battle-worn soldier, the portrait safely stored away in a drawer. His hand clutched mine even in dreams, and I let him hold it, studying the lines of his face in the moonlight. He was beautiful, my rejected mate. Beautiful and broken and so desperately lost. "What am I going to do with you?" I murmured. Lyra stirred within me, offering the only answer she had: Give him time. Give him grace. Give him a reason to choose the living over the dead. I didn't know if I could. Didn't know if I had enough strength to fight for a man who'd already surrendered his heart to a grave. But as the moon rose high over Blood Moon Pack territory, I made a decision. Tomorrow, I would stop being Seraphina's shadow. Tomorrow, I would make Ethan Blackwood see me—or die trying. After all, I was Ava Thorne. Daughter of warriors. Survivor of the Shadow Creek m******e. And I was done being invisible.
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