Thane I'm not a heavy drinker, occasionally I would sit by my window and have two or three shots of whiskey to calm my nerves and tonight is no different, my mind was still in turmoil after my talk with Soraya, I understand how she wouldn't want to open up to me yet fully but knowing it's because of that boy she restrains herself around me, sucks, I'm not going to lie it stings a little to even think about. She gave him everything I wished for, but he didn't cherish it. Now I have to fight for it. I don't mind waiting for her to trust me. What I told her was the truth. I have enough love for both of us. I only wish to cherish and protect her in this life and nothing more. “ What got you in this slump mood?” Avia asked as she walked into my room. Helping her inside, I say, “ Nothin

