After being in a failed relationship two consecutive times in two months, which brought nothing to the table like he'd expected, John became worried since he knew that the problem was him. It was all his fault that those ladies couldn't last long with.
Who would want to stay with some that makes weird demands? Someone that kisses them and ask them to forget about it the next moment?
Those ladies actually showed him love and care to their best, but he'd messed everything up with his weird behaviors. John was so much troubled that it had him wondering what exactly was wrong with him.
He needed help and he knows it, he couldn't just continue his life this way and so he thought of ways to liberate himself from the worries that was eating him up.
Thus, officer John decided to relieve hims
