His crazy heart (MXM)

Chapter 4: Uncontrollable Passion

During the meal time, John tried to peel his eyes off Greg but failed woefully on so many attempts. And while everybody on the table was enjoying their meals, he was busy staring at Greg's lips as he ate his food lovingly.

Greg's lips was so red and tender making him to want to take a bite, he wondered what it would be like to have an actual taste of it. It looked more delicious than the food on the table and the urge to grab him and ravish those tempting lips was just too much and neither could he control it nor does he have any idea on how to do so.

John was so lost and drowned in his imaginations, fantasizing about an edible lips that he didn't notice when Maria followed his gaze that was fixed on Greg's face.

Maria furrowed her brows as she watched John stare at Greg in an abnormal manner.

When she couldn't handle it anymore, she opened her mouth and asked, "John, what is wrong with you? Don't you like the food and why do you keep staring at Greg?"

Immediately this words left Maria's mouth, others too swerved their heads to John, including the oblivious Greg who was busy filling his stomach with the delicious delicacies on the table.

Talk about loud and nosy sister.

"N-nothing, I'm not staring at anybody" John stuttered his reply as he abruptly stood up. "I'm done eating, please excuse me, I will be getting up first" And with this words out, he quickly ran upstairs feeling totally embarrassed.

Damn it, How could she say that so easily? I wasn't staring at Greg. John hissed as he tried to convince himself, but strange enough, his heart disagreed to acknowledge that notion

"Hey, little brother, what's is going on?"

"F**k, why did you follow me silently like a ghost? You startled me" John looked back at his sister while clutching his chest with one hand as he breathed heavily.

"And why is that so? Aren't you a police officer?" Maria teased. "Tell me something, John and be honest with me. What is it this time because you never come to visit me unless there is something, so spill it" Maria said as a matter of fact, while she stood in a demanding posture with her hands resting on her waist, eyebrows raised up.

John grimaced silently while watching his sister, sadly, his sister was absolutely right. She knows him very well, but he wasn't going to admit to anything unreasonable. Simple.

"Well, there's nothing to talk about this time, sister or is it wrong for me to come visit my sister?" John stood on his ground.

So you've finally put on a shield huh? Maria thought as she stepped closer to John, her eyes as always transmitted a kind of warm love that John normally couldn't resist and with her voice soft, she tried to coax, "But I can see it"

"I said there's nothing" John countered through gritted teeth as he hurriedly opened the door and practically ran inside like a shooting star, slamming the door real hard that Maria felt her body vibrate from the impact.

Maria was taken aback by the sudden display of madness from her brother.

"It's fine then" She muttered to herself as she turned and walked downstairs. But why was he blushing? She wondered as she remembered John's flushed face.

By the time Maria got back to the dinning table, it had already been cleared and Greg was in the kitchen washing the dishes.

"Thank you so much, Greg. But you don't have to, you're my visitor. I can handle the dishes, ok" Maria gasped as she walked up to Greg in the kitchen.

"It's fine, this is nothing at all to me and besides, you offered me your home, fed my stomach too. The list I could do is to assist you in doing the dishes" Greg replied.

"Oh what a sweet thing" Maria couldn't help but compliment.

"But I want to ask you something, Greg"

"What is it? You don't have to worry. Just ask anything" Rinsing the plate in his hands, Greg looked up at Maria as he wondered what she was going to ask him.

"Uhm.... it's about my brother" Maria said reluctantly.

"Your brother?" Greg's eyes sparkled with confusion.

"Yes" Maria nodded, then thought a little before speaking up again. "I noticed the way he was staring at you during the time that we were eating, and he was acting strange too. Do you both know each other prior to this evening?"

"N-no, we don't em.. really know each other. It's just that he actually helped me when I was in trouble today" Greg said.

"Helped you?" Surprised Maria questioned. So my indifferent brother can really care about something?

"Yes he did. Is there a problem?" Greg asked as he heard Maria's unusual tone.

"Haha...What could be the problem, no problem at all" Maria laughed at Greg's question.

"Let's just deal with these dishes and go to sleep, ok?" Maria urged as she looked out the window too see that the rain had begun to pour heavily, with a new reinforcement. The rain has been at it ever since they stepped into her apartment and it reminded her of how tired Greg must be feeling right now.

Greg just nodded his head but didn't say anything.

"Goodnight" Maria suddenly said to Greg with a warm smile.

"Goodnight" Greg replied. He made his way towards the room that he would be spending the night in. He slightly shivered when thought of the person that he would be spending the night with and a cold sweat formed on his forehead when he thought of his previous weird action; the rain that was chilling the whole place couldn't placate his mood right now.

In trepidation, Greg slowly and quietly turned the door knob. But the door had it own thoughts as it made a very disturbing and alerting long creak sound when he pushed it opened: it's as if the door was trying to announce his presence. Greg hissed at the door, before stepping into the room. He just wished that John would be asleep. Even opting to wash the dishes was just to buy some time, hoping that John wouldn't mind him and just go to bed since he left the dinning table first.

All those were just wishful thinking, as reality proved otherwise when Greg felt his back grow cold from an obvious burning gaze that was pointed at him.

He is still awake, Greg thought as he gritted his teeth. With his eyes closed, he breathed some amount of air into his lungs because he might run out of some later, he then turned and almost jumped in fright when he saw John staring right back at him unwaveringly.

His icy gray irises was piercing his soul as he looked at him like a predator does to his prey.

Greg swallowed hard as his body stiffened. Even his breathing screamed nervousness.

"U-hm.. y-you're still a-wake?" Greg stammered once he managed to calm his uneven breathe.

But instead of replying, John suddenly stood up and as his firm and determined steps made its way toward Greg.

Greg shifted uncomfortably as his hands clenched the side of his clothes.

Greg was abruptly grabbed by his shoulders that he gasped in shock. John didn't even waste time to do this as he got closer to him and now, they were so close that they could feel each other's breathe, hot as it bathed their extremely close faces.

Then under Greg's astounded eyes, John reached out his hands and cupped Greg's face as he caressed it in a sexually, torturing manner.

John looked totally different from the officer that Greg met few hours ago, he really looked nothing like the prideful and competent man that once caught him for disturbing the peace of the market. Rather, he looked like he was being controlled by something called lust.

John's action caught Greg unaware and he was stunned for a moment before regaining himself, before anxiety and fear took over.

Although Greg liked guys, the truth was that he has never been intimate with anyone prior to this moment. Ever since he found out that he liked guys, he has been living in fear and self conscious, always being cautious around people to avoid being criticized for his preference. And so far, he's been doing a nice job but he wished that was the case with his parents.

And this person before him was really making it harder for him to maintain his cool as he could feel his touch against his skin, it was tingling as butterflies fluttered in his stomach and he wanted more. He could feel shivers travelling up his spine and his heart beat skyrocketed in a dangerous manner, causing his stomach to churn with uneasiness.

Oh man, this is what he has always been afraid of, loosing himself in an uncontrollable passion and exposing himself. He was really burning with desire and his knees getting weak with the way his cheeks was being caressed. Who wouldn't feel that way when a handsome and yet indifferent man was this close talk more of touching them?

But one thing was obvious and it pained him; John wasn't into guys and might just be tasting the waters.

The realization pained Greg and he mustered up his courage to ask:

"W-hat are you doing?" Greg clawed inwardly and bit his inner bottom lip with his lips pursed as he silently prayed for help; wishing that something or invincible force from nowhere could just stop John.

"Please stop" A whimper escaped from Greg's throat. "Why is he doing this to me? And why am I getting so affected by his touch?" He wondered.

Unaware of the affliction he was inflicting on Greg, John kept touching Greg's smooth White but turned red face, their eyes locked together as they stared deep into their eyes, lustfully while Greg's heart maintained its routine of pounding thousand kilometers per seconds.

"Greg, am sorry but can I kiss you?" John murmured incoherently, as he couldn't hold himself back anymore.

Greg who was also caught with an irresistible desire stared at John for a moment, before nodding his head in approval.

Then he suddenly felt that this wasn't right. He shouldn't just give in because he couldn't resist John's seductive touch and he doesn't even know if this person clearly understood what he was doing at the moment. So Greg tried to push John away but it was already too late because by the time his hand could move, John had already lowered his head and captured his mouth with his.

Greg couldn't do anything as he was totally powerless, so he let John kiss him with his hands hanging on John's muscled and firm chest. The feeling of being kissed for the first time and also by the person that he admired left Greg shivering with intoxication and butterflies in his stomach fluttered relentlessly as he felt his knees growing weaker making his body to rest more on John's body, while his hands slowly hooked around John's neck. Yes, he's been feeling this way ever since John pinned him down in the market.

He opened his mouthed and allowed John to stick his tongue into his warm and welcoming cavern as he tasted every corner like he wanted to imprint all the details into his memory. And after doing so, the two tongues finally danced against each other in a perfect and gently manner.

"Hum" The two moaned in pure ecstasy as they kissed each other passionately while John's curious hand went into Greg's pajamas top as he caressed his ni**les sending more tingling and uncontrollable sensations into Greg's body.

Gosh, it felt so good and they didn't want it to stop, in fact, they wanted and craved for more.

John suddenly grabbed Greg's legs that was about to give up and pulled him up, pinning Greg's back to the wall.

"Ahh" The two gasped as their lower parts collided and their hard erection smashed against each other.

And without wasting time, John began thrusting his hip ferociously and uncontrollably and with their obvious hard member coming in contact repeatedly, the two continued to moan.

"Oh my God, I'm gonna c*m" Greg cried out with his eyes closed while his breathing quickened as pleasure took over him. His whole blood rush to his hard c**k as he sucked in air while releasing the pressure. He actually came.

And the way his body vibrated sent John over the edge as he also came.

They heaved up and down as they tried to catch their breaths.

Just instantly, John seemed to have regained his senses and with a loud thud, Greg landed on the floor.