It has been two weeks since I was taken by Jason. I have started to get back to my life, slowly. Every time I hear someone walk behind me or someone scream in the park I have a panic attack. Nico has been unbelievably patient with me. I need to tell him about the baby. I'm so scared how he will react though. I want to keep it, and I'm scared he won't. I don't know if I'd survive that. Lia asked me to go out for lunch, around noon I was able to eat without throwing up so I was finally able to enjoy my food. "I don't know how to tell him, Lia. I'm so scared" "Just tell him how you feel about it. If he doesn't want the baby then maybe you should leave him. I mean, you're starting a family now. You need to think of the baby. If he doesn't want it, think of how the baby will be treat

