I felt drained of all energy, I gave into my sadness and took a razor to my wrists, it felt so good to release the stress from my body. Such a good feeling to let it all slide out from inside me. No more pain, no more grief. It was a pleasant feeling of nothingness. I wanted it for a little while longer, but it was torn away from me just as quickly as I found it.
I am awake but not. I can hear voices around me, unfamiliar and familiar ones. There's Nico, of course, he is always with me these days, not that I am complaining...I love him, and my Father? I try to open my eyes but I feel so groggy and It feels like they are glued shut. I try to speak but nothing comes out. Frustrated, I give up, for now. I let the darkness consume me once more.
I hear more voices, I try to open
