Warning: Mature content in chapter. The next few paragraphs will be vanilla until the explicit scenes, if you would like a semi innocent version you can skip ahead to the next chapter when available.
Master moved around his desk and she watched as he took short steps towards her with his long legs and she braced herself at his desk not wanting to show him any doubts that she had in herself.
He stopped before her and she could see his eye as he intently stared at her almost menacing before a hand came out to her neck. Yet, he hadn't squeezed it or tried to strangle her as a hand came to almost rest on her long thin neck and he had moved the disheveled hair away. "I'm not loving. Nor am I gentle. I'm a bad person." He said loud enough so that she could hear and see coming from his lips.
"I am too." She said to the best of her ability when she recalled that she had watched him before. The night where he had brought himself release, she should have turned away. She should have forgotten she had seen anything and left. Instead our of curiosity and the sheer beauty of the act, she wanted to experience first hand what it was to see a man become undone by his own actions.
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Elias should deny it, everything in his brain was flashing signs to not get close, to not touch. But he couldn't do neither. Something about his outspoken housemaid beckoned at him and regardless of the fact that even she may think she had a disadvantage with her life, he still found her strength to be beautiful. Unlike his. But he couldn't deny that she was still beautiful.
The hand that was around the back of her neck just wanted to feel her soft skin but he couldn't find himself ready to peel his hand away. He wanted to keep feeling the pale flesh underneath so when he saw the intent in her eyes, his hand came lower to the first button of her dress to expose more of that supple neck until he had her collarbone exposed. He didn't ask nor did he say but he moved forward to take in her scent.
Even though she didn't smell like perfumes or anything of high society, she smelled like her that he somehow always caught a whiff of. He placed a kiss on the beating vein protruding subtlety from her throat and felt and heard her audible gasp of sudden of intake of air.
She may not have spoken too often but she still had her voice. He wondered how it was that she was given such disability with her youth and whether or not she was born with it or just like him had an accident early on. With the way she was so good at signing and quick at writing her responses, he knew it had to have been quite awhile.
Yet, he was taking advantage of his little housemaid and whatever it was she was offering.
Her skin was soft and velvet and he wanted more of it. He placed a kiss on her neck as the pale skin beckoned his touch and he had reached up to unbutton the next button, pausing only to remove her working apron. Underneath she was wearing her working dress and he wanted it off. He must have been a deprived monster because he felt his own body stir.
He had unbuttoned enough of her buttons to reveal. Not only her bare innocent skin but he could see the whites of her undergarment and as the fabric of her dress fell and pooled at her feet, he was careful not to touch her hearing box and left that intact even though it looked like she was uncomfortable with its wire and strings hanging. He wanted her to be able to hear him.
Elias was pulling at her strap on her shoulder and found her bare skin tantalizing as he placed another kiss on her shoulder and felt the shiver that raced through her body and he looked at her to make sure that she wasn't going to regret it. Or to make sure there wasn't a look of disgust in him touching her.
The reasons why he preferred to solicit and pay for his company was so that he could find his release quickly and they don't ever have to see his face or body. But with Chidori, he wanted to take his time to explore every curve of her body. Did that make him depraved to want her when he had never wanted anyone before?
He tried not to think so much and he wanted to bask in the feeling of now. He could think and regret later but he wanted her and he couldn't deny that part of him even though his brain was telling him to stop.
To prevent anymore self doubt or ideas that would cause him to stop, he undid her undergarment and looked into her eyes as he pushed the white fabric of her dress down her body for it to join the pile of clothing at her feet.
Before him, he took a small step back to gaze at her naked body and he was greeted with pale white flesh and he could see the budding of her dusty n*****s down to the thinning of her waist and then the dark curls at the juncture of her thighs. He wanted it all and if that made him a beast, so be it.
Before Elias continued, he had poured her a glass of his strongest alcohol and offered it to her so that she didn't have to see his hideous body or the monstrosity that hid inside of him. It almost may have calmed the nerves that she may had and he could see the slight trembling of her shoulders. He wasn't sure if she was afraid of him and his body or she had despised him that much.
His own member was straining against his breeches and he wanted to be inside of her. He passed her the glass and she looked uncertain before taking a small full and made a face as she choked on the amber liquid. It was strong but it shouldn't be enough for her to become over indulged.
He took a sip himself and put the glass down as he swallowed and went back to her naked flesh. He lifted her so that she was sitting on the edge of his desk and he placed a hand onto the rise of her breast to cup the semi heavy weight and saw the goose flesh that ran throughout her body. Then he did the same with his not so perfect other hand and cupped the two mounds together licking his lips. He wanted to taste her flesh and more importantly have her n*****s in his mouth. He wondered if it tasted as salty as her neck was and he bent to suckle the wonderfully made discs.
He felt the heavy quickened rise and fall of her chest, could almost feel her heart beating, and her small gasps of breath when he suckled on her n****e as if he was a newborn babe. She was sensitive to his touch and he wanted more of her. He wanted to insert his own aching member inside of her and find whether or not she was as tight as she led him to believe.
"Are you afraid?" He whispered and he knew that if she hadn't caught his voice, she would have read his lips because she was staring straight at him. When others than his close associates would dare look at him, he felt embarrassment but when she looked at him, she didn't have any judgement or disgust in her eyes. She seem to see him and that was what he craved. What he wanted but he knew that there was no place for him in this life.
Chidori shook her head softly at him, her eyes wide open as if she was afraid she would miss a moment if she closed her eyes and watched him. "Turn around." He said as she blinked and she seem to be confused. When she did as he asked, he moved behind her and placed a kiss on her exposed neck, hearing her intake of breath.
Elias fingered her bare spine and lowered it to the small curve of her buttocks as he slid his fingers down to where he knew they both wanted. He heard the murmur of sound coming from within her throat when he reached under and found her fold. He fingered and traced her fold and found the exact spot that she must have wanted because her breathing had quickened and she was about to turn her body around. He stopped her from doing so as he fingered the spot where he would enter and knew that she had to be ready soon.
He undid his breeches as it slid down his legs and pooled to the floor as he rubbed his member about twice before he dipped his hips and led it to her. He could see her body shaking as he went and entered her briefly, feeling her tightness sheath him like a too tight glove. Her cry stopped him and he paused. Surely she...
Her shoulders were shaking and he pulled away from her and turned her around to face him. "You are- you surely must have had. I can't possibly be-" He stuttered unsure of what he was trying to ask her but he couldn't believe that someone as beautiful as her had never had a lover.
"Don' stahp." She said aloud and he shook his head at her. "I can't." He said as he took a step back but she turned around to face him. "Please." She said and he could see the tears in her eyes. She shook her head and he felt like a monster, a beast. He couldn't take her nor could he give in to her demands. She was to pure for that, he couldn't use her like he had thought that he could.
He lost all thought and control when she reached out and grabbed him by his member and he gritted his teeth. He wasn't sure what to do when she got on her knees in front of him and was about to take him into her mouth when he pulled her abruptly to her feet. He could see the blush and possible embarrassment on her face when he shook his head at her. "I don't want to hurt you." He said as a tear fell down her face.
I need this as much as you do. She signed to him and he was so torn between his needs as a man and the idea that he was some sort of gentleman. His member was aching to be touched and to be enveloped by her heat that he was going insane. Please.
Elias was at a lost. He wanted her madly and yet, he was afraid that he would taint her. But the look on her face, he knew that he was embarrassing her as well. He took a step forward towards he and lifted her bottom to the edge of his table. There he looked into her eyes briefly before he entered her. She wrapped her legs around his waist and she was so tight that he was afraid that she may have broke him.
He slowly moved inside of her to get her accommodated to him and once he knew his rocking motions went from being painful to pleasureable, he moved his hips slightly faster. He could hear the small moans coming from within her chest and that had him moving faster. Their breaths were in unison and somewhere down the line, her hearing box had fallen but that didn't stop them. Together in that moment, he wasn't her employer but a man and she wasn't his housemaid but a woman. Together they were two broken people who needed to find release in one another and that brought him over the edge.
He felt his body jerk before he pulled away from her and shot his seed onto the floor between them. His chest was rising and falling and the sight of her with her most sensitive private places trembled, a flush had covered her pale flesh.
Elias knew in that moment that something had changed and he was afraid of it.