Tyler I can"t believe I"m in this position. A few months ago, I thought the worst that could happen to me was to spend the rest of my good years working in that pharmacy. I guess you should be careful what you wish for because now I"m facing the end of my career. Now, I"m facing the end of everything. I hear the sirens wail in the distance and I look at the dead guy on the floor and I look at my wife and I tell myself it was worth it. I have to believe that. If I don"t believe that, I"m going to be joining him. The image of my Hailey in a room like this, what I walked in to, rips at my insides. I try to hold on to my sanity, but I feel like I"m losing it. Then I feel her hand on my shoulder. "Tyler, remember what we talked about?" I nod, but I don"t know what to tell her. I don"t kno

