THREE YEARS LATER
"Oh come on. Just take the test" Petra said again.
I frowned. I was scared. "What if it comes out negative?"
"You have to be positive" I was trying to be positive but with so many disappointments, I couldn't help my negativity.
"f**k it"
"Mika" oops. I looked at the baby doing grabby hands from the bed. That was Noe and Petra's second child, Lily. Their first child Jago was three and liked to hang around the men.
Petra decided to me their son after my father and I was honoured.
"Sorry. I'm going to do it now" I entered the bathroom and peed on the stick. I kept it on the bathroom sink and sat on the toilet.
Five minutes passed. Ten minutes. I was too scared to look at the test stick.
There was a knock on the bathroom.
"Mika?" Petra's gentle voice called from
