Chapter 23
Despite my inhibitions I still continued. Nagpatuloy ako kahit mahirap dahil na rin sa mga bumabagabag sa isipan ko. Lawyer is a noble profession but I knew now that I am not for that. I am not for courts. I am not for laws.
I want to cry because I realized this too late. Bakit hindi ko nagawang isatinig ito noon?
And as the day passes by the stressful I become. Minsan nagsisi na ako sa mga pinanggagawa ko. And I feel sorry for Axl for dealing with me. Kitang-kita ko ang pagtitiis niya. He’s becoming so understanding despite my messy problems. And I think I don’t deserve that.
I don’t deserve him sticking with me.
At walang araw na hindi ko iniisip ang mga bagay na iyon. How can I fix my life? How can I put myself on the right track if I don’t know how? I feel like a robot
