ARIA I find myself in Hugo's, the new place opening, on Friday night. I didn't get a chance to tell Ryder. Tyler said it's a place where the high-ranking members of the pack don't want to come, so I'm more relaxed, and I'm not too worried that Ryder will find out. Maybe this is a terrible idea, but I didn't find it in me to tell him. It's not that I'll be doing anything bad anyway. Tyler is nice. Besides, I do get tired of staying indoors all the time. I wanted to cancel, then decided against it. I mean, would it be fair for Ryder to keep me from having friends when he's engaged to someone else and occasionally even takes her to dinner? It's not that I'm doing this out of pettiness. I don't want to hurt him or cause a fight. I just want to have some fun. "Nice place, huh?" he

