Sera's POV
I had one bag.
Nicklaus looked at it the way you look at something that doesn't add up — one sweep, the worn canvas, the flat sides, the absolute absence of bulk — and then at me.
"That's all."
I nodded. I kept my eyes at his chest level because looking at his face did things to my breathing that I couldn't afford. My hands were pressed flat against the canvas, the only thing keeping them from shaking visibly.
He didn't look at the bag again. His eyes dropped to my hands and stayed.
The cut from the broken glass had stopped bleeding hours ago but the skin around it had swollen and gone hot, pulsing with my heartbeat. Three knuckles had deepened toward something worse.
"Your fingers," he said. "They're not healing."
I said nothing. Closed my hand slightly, which hurt.
A werewolf's cut should seal within the hour. The infection crawling toward my wrist was not something a werewolf should have. I knew what it meant. I had known for a long time.
I just hadn't expected him to notice.
Dorian materialised at Nicklaus's shoulder before I had to find something to say.
"I've had rooms prepared," my brother said, every word carefully constructed. "The east wing. Our best. It would be no trouble at all for you and your people to stay the night—"
"That won't be necessary."
"The accommodations are more than adequate, we've—"
"I'm sure they are." Already turning, his people moving with him in that practiced, wordless way. He didn't look back. "For this pack."
The entrance hall went very still.
I watched the colour climb Dorian's throat. Watched Cole go rigid beside him. Watched it land across every pack member along the walls — their Alpha and his beta, reduced in their own house, by four words from a man already walking away.
Something small and mean moved through me and I let it. Seven years and I had never once seen anyone make them look like that.
Arrogant, I thought. Arrogant and terrible and I hate him.
"Let's go."
He said it without turning and I moved — through the hall, past Dorian who looked straight through me, past Cole who studied the floor, past the rows of faces.
Their expressions were the last thing I saw of home.
No grief. No guilt. Just simple, unconcealed satisfaction. A burden, finally leaving through the front door.
I kept walking.
Then I saw him.
Elder Maddox stood near the entrance, slightly apart from the others, his silver hair catching the light. He was watching me with that expression — the one he'd worn since I was small, the one that looked like pain.
I moved toward him before I'd decided to. My hand found his sleeve.
"Elder Maddox." My voice came out broken. I didn't care. "Please. Tell them I'll stay. I'll do everything — all the chores, whatever they need, I won't complain, I'll—"
"Little one." His voice was low, pained.
"Please." The word was barely a word. "Please don't let them send me with him. I'm scared. I'm really scared—"
He covered my hand with his. Squeezed once. His eyes moved briefly to Nicklaus's retreating back and then back to me, and what was in them looked like genuine anguish.
"It's beyond my power," he said quietly. "I'm sorry. There is nothing I can do."
I looked at him.
He looked back at me with those kind, helpless eyes.
I let go of his sleeve.
I walked out.
---
The cars outside were a statement made without words. A long line of them, black and identical, expensive in the way that comes from having so much that expense stops being something you think about.
Nicklaus moved to a separate vehicle. The relief was immediate and pathetic and I didn't care — the thought of being enclosed with him for however long this journey took had been sitting in my chest like a stone since the office, and his absence bought me time. Time before whatever was waiting at the other end of it.
The car was warm and soft in a way that felt wrong against the cold thing spreading through my chest. I sat with my bag in my lap and watched the pack house disappear behind the tree line and I didn't bother with the composure I usually maintained because the silver-haired woman beside me was looking out her own window and there was nobody left to perform for.
The tears came quietly. Not the kind that announce themselves — just a slow, steady leak that I couldn't stop and stopped trying to.
I was terrified.
Not the familiar terror of Cole's belt or Dorian's cold rages. Something worse and shapeless — the terror of not knowing. Of being handed to a man I believed had killed my family and having no idea what he intended to do with me or why he had chosen me specifically or what happened when whatever this was had run its course.
The seat was softer than anything I'd sat on in years. The car was warm.
I fell asleep crying.
---
I woke with a gasp and found the nightmare already dissolving — mud, silence, amber eyes — and pressed my spine against the seat and breathed until my heart slowed.
Outside the window the world had changed.
I hadn't expected it to be beautiful. Vast and ordered and quiet in a way that Dorian's pack hadn't been in years — buildings that were enormous without aggression, grounds that were maintained rather than neglected, the whole territory carrying the quality of a place that had been carefully built and carefully kept.
That's more dangerous, some part of me noted. You knew how to survive weak cruelty. You don't know what this is.
We pulled through iron gates and I followed the silver-haired woman into cold morning air.
The pack members who had gathered didn't rush toward Nicklaus. They stood in orderly lines, heads slightly inclined, a collective and controlled deference that communicated everything without spectacle. They didn't look afraid exactly. But they were careful in the way people are careful around something they understand the power of.
Only two people stepped forward freely.
The first was tall, dark-skinned, with thick braids and the easy movement of someone completely comfortable in her own territory. The second was slighter, auburn-haired, sharp-eyed, precise in a way that suggested she catalogued everything she looked at.
They reached Nicklaus and spoke briefly, quietly — not performing, just communicating, the ease of people who had known someone long enough to skip formality. He responded with that same composure he brought to everything and then his eyes moved briefly to me before he turned and walked inside.
Both women looked at me.
Then they were crossing toward me.
"Sera?" The tall one. Warm voice. "I'm Isla."
"Rhea," said the other.
"Come with us," Isla said.
---
The clinic smelled of antiseptic and clean linen. Isla moved through it with the efficiency of someone in her own space — cabinet open, instruments laid out, the lamp adjusted over the examination chair before I had fully sat down.
"Hand," she said.
I held it out.
She examined the cut, the swelling, the infection tracking up toward my wrist, with the careful expression of a doctor processing something that didn't match what it should be.
"How long?"
"Since this evening."
"You're a werewolf," she said. Neutral. Establishing a fact that contradicted what she was looking at.
She cleaned the cut without further comment and I kept my eyes on the wall and let her work. Then she asked to see my back and I was too tired to argue and the silence that followed when they saw it was the particular kind that happens when people are managing their own reactions.
"Where did he find you?" Rhea said eventually.
"A pack." I kept my eyes on the wall. "My Alpha had a deal with Nicklaus. They added me to it."
"Added you," Rhea repeated. "Just like that."
"Just like that."
A pause. I could feel them exchanging something above my head.
"Why?" Isla asked carefully. "Did he say why he wanted you specifically?"
"No."
Rhea made a sound that wasn't quite a word. Isla said, "Rhea—"
"I'm just trying to understand." Rhea came around to where I could see her, her eyes moving over me with that assessing quality. Clinical, not cruel. "Because he usually — the girls he brings here are—" She stopped. Reconsidered. "You don't look like his type."
"Rhea." Isla's voice.
"I'm being honest." She said it matter-of-factly, still studying me. "You're all bone. You look like you haven't eaten properly in months. The girls he usually brings are — they're different. Stronger. Healthier." A pause. "I'm not saying it to be unkind. I'm saying I don't understand what he wants with you, and I'd rather understand."
The ointment was cold against my back. I stared at the wall and thought about it.
"What does he want with them?" I said. "The other girls."
Neither of them answered immediately.
"Rhea," Isla said quietly.
"She asked." Rhea capped the ointment. "Nicklaus gets bored. That's the simplest way to put it. He brings someone here, and for a while they have his attention, and then—" She set the ointment down. "He gets bored."
"And then what," I said.
The room was very quiet.
"Do you know anything about cats and mice?" Rhea said.
I looked at her.
"A cat doesn't kill a mouse immediately. That's not where the interest is." Her voice was even. Almost gentle, which made it worse. "It lets it run. Watches it try. And most mice—" She paused. "Most mice don't make it past the cat's paw."
"Rhea," Isla said, quiet and pained.
"She asked." Rhea looked at me steadily. "I answered. She deserves to know her fate, don't you think?"