The Unloved Female Alpha

Memories of Mom - 3

I finally made it back to my room, tired, sore, smelling like a wet dog and in desperate need of a bath. I ran the water as hot as I could stand, and dipped in for a relaxing soak. Being home has brought up so many happy memories but then when I'm here alone the ones I've tried to lock away seem to creep back into the fore front of my mind, making me relive that pain and feeling my heart with anger and me angry has never been a good thing

I try to meditate some and focus on my breathing, clearing out the bad energy and bringing in the positive. I hop out of the tub as the water starts to turn cold, dry off and look at my eyes, green with gold flecks. Good, I'm calm, while most wolves eyes turn black when they're full of emotions mine turn bright green, just one more reminder that I'm unlike anyone else here.

I stepped out of the bathroom to find my mother sitting on my bed. 'You good mom?' I ask plopping down beside her. 'I just want you to know things are good now, I haven't had any more episodes since you left' before I could reply she kissed me on the head, got up and walked out.

I know what she was referring to, how could I not, I've spent the last five years trying to forget it. But the words I heard those shewolves whisper I would never forget.

she's sick again, I heard everytime Alpha is away she gets ill. I heard it's the mate bond, she feels him cheating.....

I had never thought my father would be capable of such an atrocity, and vowed to prove them wrong as soon as I could. But time and time again, I'd hear her cries, watching her wrap her arms around herself and rock back and forth until she fell asleep. If she knew she never let my sister or I know. In hindsight it's probably better that I didn't know. All that changed when I turned thirteen and the days that followed changed our lives and my future, all because of the freaking mate bond. The mate bond, the Moon Goddess way to "complete" a wolf, your "other half", yet they can make you stronger or destroy you, clearly the Mood Goddess has twisted sense of humor if she thought that would be a good idea.