CHAPTER FIVE
The gates of Grantham House groaned open like a warning.
Clara stepped onto the gravel, the Atlantic wind sharp against her skin. Damian walked beside her—silent, shoulders rigid, hands buried in his coat pockets. She saw it: the slight tremor in his breath, the way his eyes stayed fixed ahead. He wasn’t composed. He was braced.
Inside, Silas Ashworth sat at the head of a long oak table, sunlight catching the silver in his hair. He didn’t rise. Didn’t smile. Just watched them with eyes that had outlived empires.
Clara reached for Damian’s hand. After a beat, he took it—cold, tight, but holding on.
“Sit,” Silas said.
Lunch passed in silence. Roast chicken. Roasted carrots. The only sound was the soft clink of silverware and the steady tick of the grandfather clock.
Then Silas set his fork down.
“I told you to find a wife, Damian. Not your secretary.”
Damian didn’t hesitate. “She’s the one I love, Grandpa.”
Silas raised an eyebrow. “You love her? All of a sudden?”
“We’ve been dating for eight months,” Damian said. “Quietly. I wanted to be sure before I brought her here.”
Another silence. Longer this time.
Then, casually: “Tell me how you proposed to him.”
Clara didn’t blink. “I didn’t, sir. He proposed to me—in London, after the Christie’s gala. I said no at first.”
“Why?”
“Because I didn’t want to become another footnote in the Ashworth legacy. I wanted to stand beside him—not disappear into his shadow.”
Silas’s gaze flickered to Damian. “Is that true?”
“It is.”
A slow nod. Then, to Clara: “And what changed your mind?”
She chose her words like stepping on ice. “I realized the man I loved wasn’t the heir. He was the one who stayed up till 3 a.m. rewriting merger terms so junior staff wouldn’t lose their bonuses. That man… deserved a partner, not a prop.”
Silas said nothing for ten full seconds.
Then, unexpectedly: “What’s your favorite word in any language?”
It wasn’t in the script.
Clara’s breath stilled. But she answered—truthfully, carefully:
“Saudade. Portuguese. It means a deep emotional state of nostalgic longing for something absent—often something that may never return.”
Silas leaned back. A ghost of something—recognition, perhaps—crossed his face.
“Hmm. Most people choose words about love. Power. Freedom. You chose grief wrapped in hope.” He paused. “That was my daughter-in-law’s favorite word too. She would have loved you.”
And then—calmly, as if it were ordinary—she added:
“He even showed me the East Wing last week. Said it’s where he goes when the world gets too loud. That it’s the only place he feels… quiet. There’s a photograph there—his parents. He stands in front of it sometimes. Just… remembers.”
The moment the words left her lips, Damian’s hand went slack in hers.
He didn’t pull away. Just let go.
Silas’s eyes flicked down to their hands—then back to Damian’s face. A flicker of understanding passed over his features. But he gave no sign. Only nodded slowly.
“Interesting,” he murmured.
Clara didn’t stop. She looked at Silas, voice quieter now. “He doesn’t talk about them. But he doesn’t forget them, either. And that’s why I knew he was worth saying yes to.”
Silas studied her for a long moment. Then, gently, he pushed his chair back. “Excuse me. Even old lions need rest.”
The moment the study door clicked shut, Damian stood.
He didn’t shout. Didn’t loom. Just looked at her, eyes dark, voice low and shaking:
“Who let you in?.”
“Damian, I can explain—”
“No.” He cut her off, sharp as glass. “Don’t speak.”
“I wasn’t lying—”
“I said don’t speak.” His voice was ice. “You had no right to mention that room. No right to pretend I showed it to you. That room is mine. Not part of your performance.”
She opened her mouth again—
He turned away. “Don't. Not now.”
Footsteps echoed in the hall.
Clara didn’t think. She grabbed his lapels and kissed him.
He froze. For one breath, he didn’t move. Then his hands came to her waist—holding her like she might vanish.
Silas appeared in the doorway. Paused. Then smirked.
“Really, you two. There’s a guest room if you need privacy.”
Clara pulled back, cheeks flushed. She turned to him, voice respectful, quiet:
“My apologies, Mr. Ashworth.”
Silas chuckled—a dry, warm sound.
“Mr. Ashworth?” He walked over, patted her hand. “Any woman who can silence my grandson with a kiss—and speak of the East Wing like it’s just another room—has earned her place here.”
He held her gaze.
“You can call me Grandpa.”
And just like that, it was done.
But as Silas returned to the table, Damian didn’t look at Clara.
His hands were in his pockets. His jaw tight.
And the space between them felt wider than the room they’d just left.