The click of the door latch sounded like the fall of a guillotine. My father’s scent—sour, sharp, and panicked—lingered in the air for a heartbeat before it was utterly consumed by the smell of Julian’s presence.
I stood frozen, the heavy silver tea tray still gripped in my hands. I didn't dare move. I didn't dare breathe. I was a rabbit in the middle of an open field, and the hawk was already circling.
"Set the tray down, Mikaela," Julian said. It wasn't a command like my father’s—raw and loud. It was a calm statement of fact. He knew I would obey.
I moved with the mechanical stiffness of a doll, placing the tray on the mahogany surface. The china clinked, a tiny, fragile sound in the vast silence of the room. I turned to leave, keeping my head bowed so low my chin brushed my collarbone.
"I didn't tell you to leave," he murmured.
I stopped. "My Lord, my father... he expects me back in the kitchens. There is much work to be done."
"The kitchens?" I heard the sound of his chair scraping against the floor. He was standing up. "A girl with hands as steady as yours shouldn't be wasted on scrubbing floors. Look at me."
The "Selection" Omegas had practiced their "look" for weeks—lashes fluttering, eyes wide with submission, a hint of heat behind the iris. I had nothing but the cold, hard clarity of someone who had lived in the shadows. I lifted my head, meeting his gaze.
Julian didn't look like he was having breakfast. He looked like he was conducting an experiment. He walked around the table, his movements slow and fluid, until he was standing directly in front of me. He was so tall I had to tilt my head back just to keep his eyes in view.
"They call you a 'Blank' behind your back, don't they?" he asked, his voice conversational, almost gentle.
I swallowed hard. "They call me many things, My Lord."
"And your father," Julian continued, reaching out. I flinched, expecting a blow, but his fingers merely hovered near my jaw, the heat of his skin making my pulse jump. "He treats you like a stain he can't quite wash out. That bruise on your wrist... did he give you that because I noticed you?"
"It doesn't matter," I whispered.
"It matters to me," Julian said. He finally closed the distance, his thumb brushing the edge of my jawline. His touch was electric, a startling contrast to the cold life I had led. "Every Omega in this territory is a book I’ve already read. Their scents tell me their fears, their desires, their lineage. They are predictable. But you..."
He leaned down, his breath warm against my ear. "You are a blank page, Mikaela. And I find myself very interested in what I might write on you."
I felt a shiver run down my spine that had nothing to do with fear and everything to do with the way he said my name. It wasn't a curse when he said it; it was a claim.
"I’m not a page," I said, my voice gaining a sudden, sharp edge of defiance. "I’m a person. Even if you can’t smell me, I exist."
Julian pulled back, a genuine smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. It wasn't the dark, predatory look from the cellar. It was something else—amusement? Respect?
"Indeed you do," he said. He walked back to the table and picked up a piece of parchment—a travel permit signed by the High Council. "Your father was planning to send you to the southern border today. A labor contract, I believe."
My heart hammered. He knew. He knew everything.
"I’ve decided to buy that contract," Julian said, his eyes locking onto mine with a terrifying intensity. "But you won't be going to the southern mines, Mikaela. You’re coming to the Valerius Citadel. With me."
The room seemed to tilt. "As what? A servant?"
Julian tucked the parchment into his coat and stepped toward the door, pausing with his hand on the handle. He looked back at me over his shoulder, his eyes dark and unreadable.
"As my shadow," he said. "And shadows, Mikaela, never leave their master’s side."