Honesty could be quite a pain if you're used to lying. It's not that I purposely want to lie, it's just that I often get caught up in a situation. I was not like this when dad was still alive. All three of us used to be inseparable. But mom changed when he died. She buried herself with work and is rarely home that's why you had to be around me more. Though now you are gone too. I just recalled two years ago how I think about you all the time. Finding ways to bring you justice. Though now I'm rarely pained by your memories anymore. It might have been the time I spent apart from you. When you were the main reason of it all. Our lives and paths crossed because of your death. Then just yesterday I saw Lind again in an unexpected way and occasion. Though I doubt it will happen again anytime s

