For the last two years I've made myself occupied by juggling school and a part time job as a waitress. Even though mom and Ben insisted that I don't have to. It was my excuse to be away from the house as much as I can. It still gets to me how they manage to have a complete family and even though I am part of it I still feel like an outsider. I love Kath my three year old sister. She is rather clingy to everyone especially me which she rarely sees. It's because I leave to early for class or work and arrive past her bed time too.
In the mornings she would throw a tantrum looking for me. There was even this one occasion that she climbed up to my bed. I barely noticed because I was so exhausted for my night shift. When I woke up she was clinging to my arms and her legs overlapping on my thig
