Secrets of the Alpha's Mate

Ch 2 Forbidden thoughts of the Alpha

Another pitiful howl rang out "Are you shitting me?" I felt my rage start to build up again. I heard the howl again, this time more clearly. I recognized the howl this time as one of my pack's heavily pregnant mates. Her time must have come. I smiled to myself.

First good news all day. I noticed some of my pack kept sending me uneasy glances.

They fully expected me to loose it and attack someone. I knew what they thought of me. I did not need a mind link to sense their feelings. My pack and everyone else believed that I hated mates, family and love. That wasn't exactly the truth. I have seen mates strengthened by a wolf like Eileen and Luke, the young couple that were clearly about to become parents. When Luke had met Eileen, he had become more comfortable in his wolf, stronger and confident in his training. I respected that. It was proof that a man did not have to become a weak puppet because he found his mate.

A lot of them would be surprised to know that I am even looking forward to finding my mate one day. I would like children to pass on my legacy to them and teach them my knowledge. I looked forward to meeting a woman incredible enough to make me want her and only her. I chuckled to myself. That thought was always amusing to me. The thought of me wanting the same woman over and over again for the rest of my life seemed boring and impossible. I was the type of man that could have any woman that I wanted. It wasn't arrogance, it was simply a fact.

I have been accused of hating women or not having respect for them. It was not that I disliked women or even wanted to disrespect them in any way. It was that I lost interest after the orgasm. I was certain that I was not the only man that felt that way. I had extra respect for a woman when she was generous enough to give me her virginity. If she was a virgin, I would lose interest after the second or third orgasm. I wasn't a cad. I was a male. I would go out of my way if she was a virgin. I always left her a beautiful gift before I slipped out the door while she was sleeping. I did not want her to form an unrealistic attachment to me. That alone showed that I did have some sort of consideration for them. Although some would disagree.

"Alpha Paul?" I turned around to see Enza. Enza was another of the pregnant women in my pack. She was also part of the family. She was my cousin Andre's wife and mate. When she and Andre knew that they were mates, Andre did not sacrifice his responsibilities to the pack. I could see in his eyes on many occasions that he wanted to be with Enza, but he always kept his priorities straight. So when he asked me if Enza could join our family pack, I accepted. I had seen her train with my cousin and knew she would be a great asset. No wolf I had ever seen matched her fighting skills.

She was also my pack's interrogator. Nobody in my pack doubted her abilities, even while pregnant. Although others had doubted the strength of her wolf, they soon lived to regret it. I tried not to notice, but even pregnant, she was sexy as hell. Her waist-length, light brown hair hung down her waist right above her perfect ass. It was a welcome sight not to see her hair in its usual neat bun, but

loose and messy. I mentally shook my head, reminding myself that Enza was the wife of my Cousin and also carrying his child. The look in her hazel eyes told me that she had news for me.

"Our suspicions were right, he was from the Sullivan pack. He claims that he became distracted while out on a walk and ended up being on your side of the kingdom. He said that it was merely an accident." I raised an eyebrow ."An accident?" I repeated, Enza nodded her head and continued, "that is what he claims Alpha, but I left him alive..if you would like to talk to him more."

To say I was surprised was an understatement. I was shocked, it was rare that Enza left anyone alive during one of her interrogations. When Enza began to walk out, I could not help but to notice how perfect her ass was once more. I felt my pants begin to tighten. If Andre was not closer to me than a brother, I would grab her by the waist and f**k her until she was weak. I gave myself a mental shake. I needed to control my thoughts, which seemed to become harder by the day. I groaned inwardly, What if I was linked to the pack accidentally? I need to be more careful. "Alpha? Are you ready to interrogate the captive?" Enza asked, pulling me out of my forbidden thoughts. I groaned inwardly. This evening, I will be going to the nearest pub. I needed a strong drink and a willing peace of ass. I did not find any relief. I was sure that I would go crazy.

As we neared the Pack House, I was a little surprised to see Andre. He never participated in his wife's interrogations. I glanced at Enza, and she seemed as lost as I was. "Alpha, I think you are about to be a very happy man," Andre said with a big smile on his face. I raised an eyebrow, "Really?" I answered, trying not to get caught up in his excitement. "Go ahead, take a look." Andre said with a big smile. I opened the door to the packhouse and a shock ran through me. I looked back at my cousin with a smile, "Son of a b***h!!"