Dear Diary

DEAR DIARY 🌸

*Diary entry*

it has been an awfully long day could you believe that I like I was chosen to be part of the school's annual fair as a singer and this is all Felicia's fault ughh if only she didn't record me singing in the empty auditorium on Friday and send it to the teacher not I have to participate in the fair and sing Infront of all 2000 students of miracle whip high school.

hey missy ...I heard Lisa call out to me as I made my way down the hallway I wasn't in the mood to talk to her after what she did to me " missy don't tell me you're still upset about the singing thing"

i was upset because Lisa was fully aware of how much I was scared of open crowds but yet she still did so yes I am still upset you know I am scared of crowds but you still did that to me what kind of friend does that ughh I don't want to talk to you right now lisa was clearly hurt but I couldn't care less she knew I don't like crowds and I'm entitled to my feelings , Lisa continued to apologize, she followed me everywhere when I was about to go home she called out to me " missy don't be like this I'm sorry I did it to help you overcome your fear of crowds please forgive me we are friends after all" I knew she had my best interest at heart but I was too anxious thinking of performing Infront of everyone and it made me angry cause she put me in this situation I tried to decline the offer by my teacher but she insisted and said I was already chosen there was nothing I could do about it now missy ....... lisa grabbed my had out of shock I pushed her away she landed on the road and before I could process anything boom a speeding truck had ran her over I stood in shock Lisa Lisa Lisa Lisa Lisa nooooooooo

I ran to her dismantled and crushed body I burst into tears I cried then the bystanders help me lift her up and called the ambulance she was taken to the hospital soon after her parents came and they say their daughters lifeless body and I couldn't help but feel guilty. it's my fault I should have let the singing issue go it was nothing serious...I ..I .. killed her I killed my childhood friend I killed Lisa I killed her