The Undecided Love

"ANDREW, WE HAVE A PROBLEM"

I couldn’t breathe, I was getting the same feeling I had when my parents and grandmother died. Just like that, someone I relied on completely was leaving me.

I stumbled out of Junior’s gate and started walking home despite it being so late. I didn’t care if someone would come behind me and knock me out or if someone robbed me. All I wanted was to get home and lie on my bed.

It didn’t take long as I got home and pulled my keys from under my carpet and unlocked my door. The darkness welcomed me and I didn’t bother to switch on the lights, I just walked to the bathroom and stripped. It was when I turned on the shower and the cold water hit me that I broke down. I bent to the floor and cuddled my knees and let out a cry, a cry that was heart clenching and draining.

This wasn’t me. Deola doesn’t cry over a mere guy. But why was it painful? Why did it feel like a part of me was ripped apart?

Because he wasn’t just a guy.

When I couldn’t cry anymore, I wore a shirt of my dad’s I had kept and climbed my bed as I put on Lewis Calpadi. I was empty and that was my mood. As Fade came on, I found myself drifting to sleep.

JUNIOR’S POV

“Well, this is new. I wonder who these ones are?” Dee yelled above the loud music at Andrew and I. I could see that she was surprised at the new faces she couldn’t recognize.

“Yeah, some of my classmates and Drew’s are here. I figured it would be a great hangout for us all.” I yelled right back at her.

“And I can see my boyfriend right over there. I’d be right back guys.” Drew scurried off to meet Ife and I noticed Eniola was with her brother.

Great, she came.

I didn’t bother to tell Dee that I would be leaving to see my future girlfriend because I wanted it to be a surprise. And knowing Deola, she’d find happiness at the drinks table.

“I’m glad you could make it.” I said when I reached Eniola and her brother. She smiled at me and pulled me in for a hug. When we pulled apart, I shook her brother’s hands and asked them if they wanted anything.

“I’ll get them myself, let me leave you love birds alone because I’m pretty sure you don’t want me around.” Kola laughed and walked off, leaving me and Eniola alone.

“So, what’s up?” She smiled her pearly whites at me and I wanted to take a kiss there at that moment, not minding if this was a party or not.

“Nothing, just got here with my besties. You?”

“Well, I practically had to drag Kola here and now I hope he doesn’t hate me.”

“He doesn’t like parties?”

“Not his thing.” She shook her head and grabbed my hands. “Now tell me why you wanted me here.”

She really doesn't like to beat about the bush.

“Isn’t it obvious? It’s to spend time with you?” I scratched my head, trying to avoid eye contact.

“Come on, we always hang out. How’s today any different?”

“Because it is today, I’d ask you to be my girlfriend.”

Her eyes widened and her mouth was slightly opened. I’m sure she wasn’t expecting that Junior, the popular guy in the department, was asking her to be his girlfriend. But I liked her, she was down-to-earth and reminded me of my best friend.

Speaking of best friend, I tried to look for her in the crowd and I caught her holding a guy by his collar as she kicked the balls of the other guy. Well, she was able to handle that, so I didn’t need to step in.

“Isn’t that the girl you walked in with with Andrew?” Eniola asked and I nodded my head.

“Shouldn’t you go help her?”

I turned back around and held her hands, “Nope, Dee is a fighter. If there’s anybody that needs help, it’s those two guys.”

“Wow.” She watched as the guy helped his friend out of the party and saw her brother approach Dee.

“Hope she won’t beat Kola up too?”

“If he tries nonsense, then maybe.” I laughed, “And besides, you didn’t answer my question.”

“You didn’t ask me anything,” she batted her lashes at me and bit her lips and I was dying to kiss them. She wasn't a fan of PDA but damn, she was making it hard for me. All our intimate moments were in the comfort of her house or in secluded areas because, according to her, being with a dude you're not dating would make people think badly of her. And she didn't want girls after her head.

As I was about to retort back at her, she turned me round and pushed me up against the wall and swayed her hips in accordance to this song currently playing.

God bless that DJ.

She started to grind her hips against me and I felt my d**k rise. I fought the urge to grab her by the hips and run my tongue down her neck because that would make me seem like a horny dude, but my urge won. I turned her around so this time, her back was against the wall and I kissed her and damn, it was heavenly. She grabbed my shirt and I placed my leg in between hers and deepened the kiss.

When we pulled apart, her eyes were wide and her lips were plump and I traced my fingers over them, wanting to kiss her again, but things had to be done.

“Do you want to be my girlfriend?” I looked into her eyes, holding contact. Not that I wanted to entice her, but they were really pretty. My heart was beating fast and I was really anxious because it'd been a year since I'd wanted to claim her as mine.

“Yes, I would love that.” She smiled and pecked me softly.

I took her by the hands and led her to meet Dee and introduce the two of them, but as I was approaching her, she gave me that smile like she already knew what was going on between me and Eniola.

“Let me guess, you wanna tell me that this is your girlfriend.” She smiled at the two of us and looked at our entwined fingers while bumping shoulders with Kola. When I started blushing, she let out a shriek and jumped on the two of us.

“OMG, my bestie is in love. But damn, you and Andrew have a thing for keeping things from me.” She grabbed Eniola by the shoulders and assessed her from her head to her toes, like she was looking for a bad thing to hold against us.

“I wanted to make sure our relationship was certain before I introduced her to you.” I sighed.

“Those are lame excuses. My Lord, you’re pretty.”

“Thank you, so are you.”

“Haha, with the way I carry myself and the way I dress, I doubt.” She let her go and eyed me. “You’re going to be so sorry if you break her heart because you forget that we’re besties. I’d make sure you can’t have babies.”

“What if she is the cause of the breakup?” I whined.

“Then I’ll throw her off a building. Simple.” She smiled at Eniola and proceeded to look around. “Where’s Andrew and his lover boy? You guys are making me feel pathetic right now?”

I looked around too and spotted them sitting on the stairs, whispering to each other and laughing and I shouted his name. He looked up and waved, then grabbed Ife by the arms and pulled him towards us.

“What’s up? Did I miss anything? Oh hi Eniola.” He hugged her and made a handshake with Kola.

“Well, Eniola and I are finally dating.” I smiled at the girl and entwined our fingers again before I raised it to my lips and kissed it.

“Wait, I don’t understand, you guys weren’t before?” he looked confused and Dee started laughing. “What? They were always together, so I thought they were.”

“Well, he just asked her now and I had to excuse them to make everything happen.” Kola piped in, “You’re welcome by the way.”

I rolled my eyes, “Now if you excuse me, I wanna dance with my girlfriend.” I led Eniola away onto the dance floor. We were having a good time until Kola approached us and told me that he saw Dee leave the party with a look on her face like a relative died.

“What happened?” I asked while I tried calling her number but she didn’t pick up.

“I don’t know but I think it had something to do with her boyfriend.”

“s**t. Eniola, I might have to leave you here. Are you okay with that?”

“Yeah sure, go and look for her.” She smiled and pushed me towards the exit, “She needs you more than I do.”

As I ran towards the door, I dialled Drew’s number and waited for him to pick up. “Andrew, we have a problem.”

ANDREW’S POV

“Well, this is new. I wonder who these ones are?” Dee yelled above the loud music at Junior and I. She was surprised at the new faces she couldn’t recognize.

“Yeah, some of my classmates and Drew’s are here. I figured it would be a great hangout for us all.” Junior yelled right back at her while I scanned the crowd for my boyfriend.

“And I can see my boyfriend right over there. I’d be right back guys.” I scurried off to meet Ife, leaving my two best friends behind. I didn’t want to, but this was the first party that Ife and I would have together as a couple.

I walked behind him and covered his eyes, “Hey babe.”

He pried my hands off his eyes and turned around with a smile that showed off his dimples and I swear I almost swooned. I still couldn’t believe he was mine.

“Hey, I got something for you.” He removed a small box from the back of his pocket and, for a moment there, I thought he was proposing.

Haha, that’s far ahead of myself.

“What’s that?”

“A wristwatch. I noticed you like wearing these as you have different ones, so I thought to get you one.” He removed it from the box and wrapped it round my wrist and I smiled.

“Thank you. I didn’t get you anything though.” I pouted.

“You’re the gift.” He smiled again and I wanted to kiss him there and then, so I did. I didn’t have to think about what the little people from school had to say because it was already known that I was gay, and people surprisingly shipped us together.

“Want to make out in Junior’s room?” I whispered to him when we pulled apart and I saw him visibly gulp. I smirked and pulled him towards the direction of the stairs with the intention of making him feel good tonight.

When we got to Junior’s room, I locked the door and turned to him, walking slowly with a devilish grin plastered on my face.

“Are we having s*x?” He asked me but I shut him up with a kiss. To be honest, it was tempting, but this party wasn’t the place to take that huge of a step. I would rather it be in a more romantic setting and him being very comfortable.

The kiss got heated and I felt his fingers clutch my shirt as I made my hands roam around his body until I reached his crotch area and I squeezed lightly as I bit his lip gently. He let out a gasp and I used that opportunity to let my tongue slide in. It was a tongue battle as we both wanted dominance.

I pushed him on the bed and pulled away his shirt, revealing his defined chest, and I bent to take his n****e into my mouth as I pushed my fingers into his mouth. I started to trace kisses down his chest until I reached his belt buckle and I straightened so that I could pull them down.

He leaned up as I succeeded in pulling his jeans and asked me again, “Are we having s*x?”

“Hush babe,” I pulled his boxers. “I’m going to make you feel good.” His erection jumped up with happiness about being released from the prison it was in and I stroked it, making him moan. He was already oozing pre-c*m, making the strokes swift and he begged me to move faster.

I bent and took him into my mouth and he fell back on the bed, letting out a grunt of pleasure. I became fast in my movements and I felt him throb in my mouth.

“Don’t stop please.” He let out a grunt and I couldn’t believe that I could move faster than the speed I was giving him before. It wasn’t long before he released it into my mouth and I swallowed it all, not wanting to stain the bed. I watched him as he tried to control his breathing while smiling at myself.

“How was it?” I asked while I checked the sheets to make sure there wasn’t any spillage, because I wasn’t ready for Junior to kill me and I definitely didn’t want to wash any bedsheets.

“It was amazing, my first blowjob from a guy and it was totally different.” He sat up and eyed my lower region like he wanted to repay the favour, but I wasn’t going to make him to.

“Well, let’s get going before Dee or Junior notices I’m gone.” I handed him his clothes and left to wash my face in Junior’s bathroom. When I came back, he was all dressed and we left the room together.

We decided to grab some drinks and sit by the stairs and talk about other things until I heard someone call out my name. It was Junior and his girlfriend with Dee, and so I figured he had already told Dee that he was dating a girl, so he needed backup in case Dee was about to blow some steam.

“Let’s go and meet our friends.” I grabbed Ife and walked over to them.

“What’s up? Did I miss anything? Oh hi Eniola.” I hugged her and proceeded to shake Kola's hand.

“Well, Eniola and I are finally dating.” He smiled at the girl and entwined their fingers while he raised them to his lips and kissed it.

“Wait, I don’t understand, you guys weren’t before?” I must have looked confused because Dee started laughing. “What? They were always together, so I thought they were.”

“Well, he just asked her now and I had to excuse them to make everything happen.” Her brother piped in, “You’re welcome, by the way.”

He rolled his eyes, “Now if you excuse me, I wanna dance with my girlfriend.” And with that, he led Eniola away onto the dance floor, leaving the four of us alone.

“Well, I have to steal Andrew away too. We have some unfinished business to attend to.” Junior tugged on my arm and led me away, leaving Dee with a sly smirk on her face. That statement alone gave the impression that we were going to do the dirty and she waved us goodbye.

He led me back up the stairs and into Junior’s room and locked the door and my heart was beating fast. This must have been how he felt when I was the one initiating the act. That alone made my d**k hard as the thoughts of what we just did 40 minutes ago in this same room crossed my mind.

“Pull your trousers down Drew.” His voice was rough and I liked that. I followed his order and pulled my trousers down slowly as he watched me. His eyes stood on my erect p***s begging my briefs for a release and he quickly got on his knees and pulled it out.

He started stroking my balls before taking them into his mouth and I grabbed his head, basking in the moment. I stroked his head as he released my balls and took my p***s in his mouth. His mouth was hot and I grabbed his head to guide his movements.

He started moving faster and I felt my knees go weak. I was already getting close to cumming but I didn’t know if he was going to swallow it or let me spray it all over his face, but maybe he wanted the latter, so when I was about to reach my high, I pulled away and let it drip on his face.

I was about to speak when my phone rang and I tried to fetch it from my trousers I had thrown across the room. It was Junior that was calling me, so I picked but I didn’t like the words I heard next.

“Andrew, we have a problem.”