My mind intantly clears, and I stare at him, wanting so badly, for him to kiss me this instant. He stares back at my face, his ocean green eyes dropping to my lips, then back up to my eyes again.
I feel his grip on me tightens, then he pulls me even closer to his broad body.
My untamed heart starts racing again, my body shivers in anticipation and my panties suddenly gets wet.
Did I pee myself? I absently wonder, getting lost in the emotions, of these new feelings.
I notice that his eyes, seem to be getting darker, no way, that's immposible. But yes, they were, now they were black as coal.
Wow! That's weird, I thought, feeling amazed by this. The world could fall apart right now, and I wouldn't care, all because of a man, but oh lala! What a man, was he!
Ethan growls softly, pulling back my attention, as he sniffs the air around me. He places his head, to the nape of my neck, smelling me. I feel him breathe me in deeply, then rubs his nose on the, side of my neck.
I feel his warm tongue, slowly licks me there .
I melt! Like my knees wobbles, and I have to hold on to him tighter.
He licks me again, and again, in that same sensitive spot.
Oh! Oh my, this feels soo good! I don't ever want him to stop! My fevered mind plea.
I feel his hand in my hair, griping it, holding my head firming in place, as he starts sucking my on neck now.
My mind reels, from the invasion of his warm mouth, on that particular spot.
I feel my panties getting wetter, and I suddenly feel a water like liquid, running down my leg, I moan out loud in pleasure, unsure of what, was happening to me.
Ethan becomes more passionate, sucking on me harder, I moan even louder, to these unknown sensations, building up inside of me, diving me me wild.
All of a sudden, the sucking on my neck stops. He pulls back his head, to look at me, then abruptly lets go of me. Quickly removing my arms, that had gotten wrapped around his body.
I was no longer in his arms. A coldness comes over my body, and I go to wrap them back around him, when he steps back, away from me.
Shaking his head, as if he was now coming out of a trance and returning back to his senses. He turns his back on me, and I notice his body breathing heavily.
Once he seem to have himself, under control again, he turns back around to face me, once more.
"I am sorry, I should not have done that," Ethan tells me angrily, running his fingers through his hair, messing it up.
I stare at him, unsure of what I should say or do. This was all too new to me, I read about these feelings, even saw them act out on TV, but didn't really understand them, until now.
"I lost control, " he explains. "It will not happen again," he says with surity.
What is he telling me. It was amazing, out of this world and I loved every moment of it!
I still say nothing, as I was partially still in a daze, by all that had happened. I could still feel his body aganist mines, and his tongue on me.
"I think that it is best, if I get Mary-Ann to show you around our town" he offers.
"No," I say, finally breaking out of my daze, feeling so disappointed.
"I am tired now, so would rather go home," I say quickly, not wanting him to know, that I did not want that lady, anywhere near me.
"Ah yes, you did have a long flight yesterday. Another day then. I will let her make arrangements with Oracle Anna," he says to me coldly.
"Can you find your way back home?" Ethan asks, not looking at me, as if he wanted to just get away from me.
"Yes," I whisper. Feeling let down, by his coldness towards me.
What was going? Didn't he feel the same things, I did? How could he act, so cold and distant to me now!
There was a soft knock on the door, but he stays silent, just looking at me intensely. The knock comes again, he sighs, then says "Come in."
It was Mary-Ann, "You wanted me?" she asks, looking at him seductively.
"Please show Miss Angelia out," he tells her sternly.
"Yes, Beta Ethan," Mary-Ann says, looking at me with suspicion in her eyes.
Ethan turns to me and pauses, his eyes roaming over my face and body, then says solemnly "Goodbye, Angelia."
He walks quickly past, a stunned Mary-Ann, and out through the door, and out of my life.
This felt like goodbye. My heart plumet and I feel sick to my stomach.
I found my love and lost him in a heartbeat.
I wanted to cry, not sure about anything anymore, but knowing that my life had been changed forever!
I stand there, staring at the closed door, willing him to come back.
But he doesn't.
"You foolish girl, you tried to seduce him. I can smell him on you," Mary-the lamb shrieks, waving her arms in the air.
"I knew you were trouble, from the moment I saw you,"
"Why would a man of his stature, want a little girl like you, no matter how pretty," she rages on.
"Do you know anything about pleasing a man?" she asks.
"You need to stick with boys, your own age," she yells at me, turning red in the face.
I had enough of her, and I needed to get away from her. I walk towards the door, open it and step out, slaming it shut in her face. I quickly walk back towards the foyer, and through the main doors, leaving them open.
I needed to get away from her, so I jog all the way to the main gates.
The guards looked at me funny, they sniff the air around me, their eyes darking like Ethans'
"I need to leave," I say, urgently.
"Let her out, and do not let her back in again," I hear Mary-Lamb voice says.
How did she catch up, with me so fast, unless she ran behind me.
The guards opens the gate, and I walk out through them, with my head high, not looking behind me, even once.
I didn't want to see my god grandmother right now. I needed time, to think things over and calm myself down.
I walk slowly, looking at my surrondings, not really seeing anything.
I feel a great pain of dispair inside, and I just wanted to crawl into a hole, cover my head and cry it all out.
I had notice a park earlier, with pretty flowers and large flowering trees. I head towards it
and sit on a bench, under a huge Poui tree, raining yellow flowers down upon me.
I try to disect everything, that ocurred earlier but still felt like s**t.
The main question was, am I in love or lust with a man, I knew nothing about and only just met.
ETHAN! My mind screams his name and I feel my heart contracts in pain.
This is lust, it has to be. I conclude sadly.
Anyway, none of it matters anymore, he did not want me.
My eyes fill with tears, and I felt them falling on my face. I stay like this for a while, letting all the tears and confusion out. My tears eventually dries up, and I wipe my face.
I get up, deciding to make the most, of my stay here, and that did not include a broken heart.
I decide to explore the town, and head in that direction, hurrily passing Ms. Anna's house, as I did not want her to see me.
It took me about ten minutes, to get towards the main centre of the town.
I look around me excitedly, examining everything. I was feeling a little thirsty and hot, from my walk. There seemed to be various shops, selling all sorts of things, with people bustling about, on their way.
I notice a bakery, and walk over towards it realising, that I was hungry also.Staring through the windows, at the goodies on display.
I wonder if they give out samples, as I had no money on me.
I decide to try my luck, the most they could say is no. I push the bakery door open, and heard a bell ring. I step inside and see a few people sitting, and others milling around the main display case.
They all stop, and turn to stare at me, "Human," I heard someone whisper.
This was getting ridiculous now, I really have to get to the bottom of this, with my grand godmother.
I know she told me, that it has supernatural creatures living here, but it must have humans too.
I can't be the only human, or am I?