Fierce Nervous Beta

Selfish Katerina

It’s all gone

Everything is gone

Standing in the ruins of the little bakery, I now see that my home has been burned to the ground.

And I don’t feel anything! I feel numb.

Everyone is on the planes and yet here I stand.

This seems metaphorical somehow. Representative of me. Something spectacular burned to the ground by things around me.

All I wanted was to leave that f*****g pack and now I can’t. Now I’m going to be forced into a life I don’t want.

And I’m so selfish.

Here I am thinking about poor little me who doesn’t want to be given this lap of luxury when people died and the people I love have lost someone they love. During this time of destruction and chaos all I can think is I wish it never happened so I could do what I want.

Because I do. I wish it never happened. I wi